
- 288 pages
- English
- ePUB (mobile friendly)
- Available on iOS & Android
About this book
Josh Fernandez is a community college professor who finds himself under investigation for "soliciting students for potentially dangerous activities" after starting an antifascist club on campus.
As Fernandez spends the year defending his job, he reflects on a life lived in protest of the status quo, swept up in chaos and rage, from his childhood in Boston dealing with a mentally ill father and a new family to growing up in Davis, California, in the basement shows of the early '90s when Nazi boneheads proliferated the music scene, looking for heads to crack. His crew's first attempts at an antifascist group fall short when a member dies in a knife fight. A born antiauthoritarian, filled with an untamable rage, Fernandez rails against the system and aggressively chooses the path of most resistance. This leads to long spates of living in his car, strung out on drugs, and robbing the whiteboys coming home from the clubs at night.
Fernandez eventually realizes that his rage needs an outlet and finds relief for his existential dread in the form of running. And fighting Nazis. Fernandez cobbles together a life for himself as a writing professor, a facilitator of a self-defense collective, a boots-on-the-ground participant in Antifa work, and a proud father of two children he unapologetically raises to question authority.
But his parents and academia seem to think Fernandez is failing miserably, putting his children and his students at risk, and they treat Fernandez like he's a time bomb, ready to explode at any moment. They may have a point.
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Table of contents
- Cover
- Praise for The Hands That Crafted the Bomb
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- The Investigation, Part 1: How to Get Fired
- The Investigation, Part 2: How to Talk to Assholes
- The Investigation, Part 3: How to Explode
- Present Day: Community Self-Defense
- From Brookline to Davis: Cross-Country
- Present Day: Some Happy Motherfuckers
- The Investigation, Part 4: How to Talk to Colleagues
- From Sacramento to Boston: The Greyhound
- Present Day: Not the Poet, the Punk Rocker
- Present Day: Biter
- The Investigation, Part 6: How to Forget
- The Investigation, Part 7: How to Move On
- The Investigation, Part 8: How to Fight
- The Investigation, Part 9: How to Lie
- To Korea: You Drink Like Us
- The Investigation, Part 10: How to Put a Baby to Sleep
- Present Day: How Many Interviews Can I Fail?
- The Investigation, Part 11: How to Make a Deal with the Devil
- Present Day: My New Job
- Present Day: A Rescue
- The Investigation, Part 12: How to Pretend
- Present Day: I Live in an Eternally Frenzied State
- Present Day: Huge Liberal Faggot
- Present Day: Going to Prison
- Present Day: Smash the City to Bits
- The Investigation, Part 13: How to Teach a Class
- Present Day: Blacking Out
- Present Day: We’re All Ghosts Here
- The Investigation, Part 13: How to Say “Fuck You”
- Present Day: Hillbillies Need Hugs
- Present Day: Trouble Again
- Present Day: Sacramento County Jail
- Present Day: Gang Unit
- Present Day: Clothing and Food for Everyone
- Present Day: My Stepdad Can’t Take It Anymore
- Present Day: There’s a Brilliant Light after All This
- About the Author
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