
- 154 pages
- English
- ePUB (mobile friendly)
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Krashed
About this book
It was the fall of 1966. Of course, I had tasted alcohol briefly with a sip here and sip there, but this was different. This was the beginning of a lifelong battle with alcoholism. I had decided that I would attend the sock hop after the football game.
For more than three years I had dreamed of having a relationship with this one very special girl. I was a senior and she was a sophomore. I came into the dance and placed my shoes in a corner of the gymnasium. Some of my friends were lined up along the wall. All the girls were seated in the bleachers on the other side of the gym.
I came into the dance virtually unnoticed as I was not a really popular kid in high school. As usual at these festive occasions the music was playing but no one was dancing. This seemed to be common practice at these events. Oh, there was some mingling going on between football players and cheerleaders, however, the vast majority of us who wandered blindly through high school, incapable when it came to communication with the opposite sex.
We all thought about it but we didn't act on it. This is my real first recollection that I had such a fear of rejection and would struggle for most of the rest of my life to try and overcome that fear. Addiction would somehow enter the scene and, for time, would cover the fear gently leaving me to believe I was the one in control. This would become a disastrous illusion.
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Table of contents
- Title Page
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Copyright Information Ā©
- Acknowledgment
- Preface
- Embrace the Journey
- Chapter 1 Me, As a Kid, Really
- Chapter 2 High School, Oh My
- Chapter 3 The Booneās Farm Years
- Chapter 4 Becoming a Baby Daddy
- Chapter 5 Too Many Twists, RR, Shirt Shop
- Chapter 6 Geographic to Arizona
- Chapter 7 Back to the Homeland
- Chapter 8 The Blizzard of ā78
- Chapter 9 Letās Try This Again, Divorce Againā¦
- Chapter 10 Trips Too Far, Too Drunk, Too Much
- Chapter 11 Can Do Band
- Chapter 12 Geographically Speaking, Lucas County
- Chapter 13 California Here I Come. The Party
- Chapter 14 Married/Divorced/Jail/ Lost My Son
- Chapter 15 Sentencing and Finding AA
- Chapter 16 School, Really?
- Chapter 17 New Career, La Vista, the County, RRR
- Chapter 18 New Band, Sober Music
- Chapter 19 Married/Divorced Again, Damn It!
- Chapter 20 More Sober Music, Losing Marcus
- Chapter 21 Working with Other HVRC
- Chapter 22 Even Sober I Can Make Bad Choices
- Chapter 23 The Hill, Finding My Son, Finding a Friend
- Friendshipā¦
- Chapter 24 Finding Peace in All of This
- Change Required
- Godās Timingā¦
- Grateful for the Dance
- Scars
- Peaceā¦
- The Survivor
- My Soulā¦
- Life