Looking Back, Moving Forward - Bittersweet
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Looking Back, Moving Forward - Bittersweet

Essays

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Looking Back, Moving Forward - Bittersweet

Essays

About this book

When lawyer, wife and mother Candace Wayne's beloved husband John is diagnosed with Lewy Bodies Dementia, she finally has a name for the small changes she's born witness to for years.

In this essay collection, Candace offers snapshots of the years leading up to John's death, and those that unfold afterward.

Task-oriented and responsible, Candace is efficient in her role as caretaker, learning how to best support a husband who must come to terms with his slow-creeping loss of self-sufficiency. Meanwhile, Candace's daughters have their own experience with their father's changes, and the whole family must bend without breaking to accommodate his loss.

By turns raw and contemplative, Candace's essays depict family road trips, restaurant outings, and doctors appointments, and finally John's last breaths.

Much like Joan Didion's The Year of Magical Thinking, this collection is true to the experience of mourning, taking the reader through the author's real-time experiences before revisiting episodes through the lens of retrospect.

Ultimately, the author's sadness makes way for reluctant optimism as Candace awakens to the bittersweet realization that the person her husband's death caused her to become is a woman she's grateful to know.

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Table of contents

  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Table of Contents
  5. Foreword
  6. Breathing, 2019 November 8 through November 15
  7. The Diagnosis—Dementia with Lewy Bodies, Late 2016
  8. The Onset: The Pacemaker Defibrillator, 2006
  9. The Desire to Defeat Aging
  10. The End of Running and the Beginning of Counseling, 2006–2010
  11. The Hearing, Pill, Reading, and Mail Issues, 2011–2015
  12. Something Is Happening Here, 2012–2016
  13. The Pivotal Year, 2016
  14. The Fall, Thanksgiving, and Emily Dickinson, 2016
  15. The End of 2016 through the End of 2018
  16. The Last Car Trips, 2015 through 2018
  17. Bittersweet—Our Last Date Out Alone, October 2017
  18. Coffee and Paper Towels, November 2018
  19. The Final Year, 2019
  20. Four Beds in Three Years—There Is Some Humor Here, November 2020
  21. Trees and Memories, Oakland, California, April 2021
  22. Carol’s Birthday Party, Mid-2021
  23. Contented—Heck, No! November 2021
  24. Yes, I Talk to Myself, April 2022
  25. The Sadness Softens, Late 2022
  26. The Van Man, December 2022
  27. Perspective: Back in Oakland, Spring, 2023
  28. The Poems
  29. The Afterword
  30. Acknowledgments