Shift
eBook - ePub

Shift

A Memoir of Identity and Other Illusions

  1. 184 pages
  2. English
  3. ePUB (mobile friendly)
  4. Available on iOS & Android
eBook - ePub

Shift

A Memoir of Identity and Other Illusions

About this book

Winner of the 2025 Maine Literary Award

Penny Guisinger was not always attracted to women. In Shift she recounts formative relationships with women and men, including the marriage that produced her two children and ultimately ended in part due to her affair with her now-wife. Beginning her story as straight and ending as queer, she struggles to make sense of how her identity changed so profoundly while leaving her feeling like the same person she’s always been. While covering pivotal periods of her life, including previous relationships and raising her children across the chasm of divorce, Guisinger reaches for quantum physics, music theory, planetary harmonics, palmistry, and more to interrogate her experiences. This personal story plays out against the backdrop of the national debate on same-sex marriage, in rural, easternmost Maine, where Guisinger watched her neighbors vote against the validity of her family.

Shift examines sexual and romantic fluidity while wrestling with the ways past and present mingle rather than staying in linear narratives. Under scrutiny, Guisinger’s sense of her own identity becomes like a Mobius strip or Penrose triangle—an optical illusion that challenges the dimensions and possibilities of the world.

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Table of contents

  1. Cover
  2. Series Page
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright Page
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. Author’s Note
  8. Shift and Back Up
  9. Part 1
  10. Imperfect Rings
  11. We Were Just Rehearsing
  12. Bonking into Each Other in the Dark
  13. Before There Was a Woman
  14. I Was a Good Girlfriend
  15. After Tall Probably Gay Steve, Third Steve I Didn’t Love Back, and a Marc
  16. We Are All at the Edge
  17. Provincetown I
  18. Not Not a Tenant
  19. Untying the Knot
  20. Part 2
  21. The Love Poetry of Food
  22. Closer to Fine
  23. Things You Don’t Know
  24. Pulling Out the Stops
  25. Gay Parties
  26. Harmony of the Spheres
  27. Quantum Music
  28. Tonal Regions
  29. Rose Garden
  30. The Encyclopedia of Good Mothers
  31. Please Don’t Notice Me
  32. Earth, Wind, and Fire
  33. Counterfactuals
  34. Why We Got Divorced
  35. Coming Out
  36. Pink Capos at the Lobster Party
  37. Provincetown II
  38. The Largest Canyon on Earth
  39. Breakdown
  40. Is This Parenting?
  41. Part 3
  42. Tight Margins and Powerful Strangers
  43. Across the Bridge
  44. I Dreamed I Was at the Funeral of an Activist
  45. Waxwings
  46. Squaring the Circle
  47. Impossible Objects
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About Penny Guisinger
  50. Series List