- 276 pages
- English
- ePUB (mobile friendly)
- Available on iOS & Android
About this book
Finalist, 2025 Georgia Author of the Year Award in Memoir
A stunning account of year-round life on the windswept shores of Cape Cod, threaded with meditations on memory, forgetting, and identity
Raised in a nineteenth-century saltbox house in Wellfleet, Massachusetts, Cynthia Blakeley was both surrounded by generations of immediate and extended family and isolated by the mysteries locked inside her affectionate yet elusive mother and short-fused father. While she and her sisters and cousins roamed the Outer Cape—drinking in the dunes, swimming in kettle ponds, and dancing in Provincetown—Blakeley also turned to the inner world of her journals as she contended with her own secrets and memories.
Over-identifying with her unconventional and artistic mother, Blakeley felt certain that the key to understanding her mother's drinking and distractions, her generosity and easy forgiveness, was the unexplained absence of two of Blakeley's half-siblings and their connection to her mother's unhappy first marriage. Blakeley kept her distance, however, from her disciplinarian father. Though he took his daughters sailing and clamming and beachcombing, he was the chill to their mother's warmth, the maker, not the breaker, of rules. Slipping through these dynamics in that small house and evocative landscape, Blakeley eventually crossed the bridge and left home, only to return later in search of the family stories that would help her decode her present.
Blakeley's captivating memoir moves fluidly through time, grappling with the question of who owns a memory or secret and how our narrative choices not only describe but also shape and change us. In this insightful and poignant account of tenacious year-rounders on Cape Cod, Blakeley contends that making sense of ourselves is a collaborative affair, one that begins with understanding those we came from.
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Table of contents
- Cover
- Advance Praise for The Innermost House
- Series Page
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Contents
- Author’s Note
- Preface
- 1. Impossible Memories
- 2. Proof of Other Worlds
- 3. The Memory Keep
- 4. Memory’s Angles
- 5. Dreams of Memory
- 6. Found by Stories
- 7. Wellfleetian, Old and New
- 8. The Opposite of Memory
- 9. Memory and Forgiveness
- Map: Cape Cod Regions and the Outer Cape
- Notes
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author