Who can you trust when you can't trust yourself? The pregnancy podcasts warned Joanna Baker about the baby blues, but when a near-fatal mistake places the first-time mom under the watchful eye of Child Protective Services, she receives a serious diagnosis. Postpartum depression. Jo hears the words, yet they don't make sense. Nothing does. Her blackouts are increasing, and she can't recall events she's been accused of.As she fights to keep her daughter, she discovers cracks in her neighborhood, family, and her own home. With the support of her sisters, she attempts to piece together her traumatic past and uncover who is truly in control. Jo must battle her faltering mind to save what's most important—her daughter.

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If I Lose Her
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0Table of contents
- Dedication
- 1. Chapter One
- 2. Chapter Two
- 3. Joanna’s Bird
- 4. Chapter Three
- 5. Chapter Four
- 6. Good Luck Chewing Your Hair
- 7. Chapter Five
- 8. Chapter Six
- 9. Chapter Seven
- 10. Chapter Eight
- 11. A Bug Attracted to Light
- 12. Chapter Nine
- 13. Chapter Ten
- 14. Chapter Eleven
- 15. Your Name is Joanna
- 16. Chapter Twelve
- 17. Chapter Thirteen
- 18. Chapter Fourteen
- 19. Chapter Fifteen
- 20. Chapter Sixteen
- 21. She’s Gone
- 22. Chapter Seventeen
- 23. Chapter Eighteen
- 24. Chapter Nineteen
- 25. Chapter Twenty
- 26. Poor Jo
- 27. Chapter Twenty-One
- 28. Chapter Twenty-Two
- 29. Chapter Twenty-Three
- 30. Chapter Twenty-Four
- 31. Chapter Twenty-Five
- 32. The Lord Detests Lying Lips
- 33. Chapter Twenty-Six
- 34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
- 35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
- 36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
- 37. Chapter Thirty
- 38. Chapter Thirty-One
- 39. Chapter Thirty-Two
- 40. Fuchsia Fusion
- 41. Chapter Thirty-Three
- 42. Chapter Thirty-Four
- 43. Chapter Thirty-Five
- 44. Chapter Thirty-Six
- 45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
- 46. Chapter Thirty-Eight
- 47. Chapter Thirty-Nine
- 48. The Mirror Tells the Truth
- 49. Chapter Forty
- 50. It Was His Fault
- 51. Chapter Forty-One
- 52. Reading Sylvia Plath
- 53. Chapter Forty-Two
- 54. Chapter Forty-Three
- 55. Mother Tripped
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter