Amelia, If Only
eBook - ePub

Amelia, If Only

  1. 368 pages
  2. English
  3. ePUB (mobile friendly)
  4. Available on iOS & Android
eBook - ePub

Amelia, If Only

About this book

#1 New York Times bestselling author Becky Albertalli (Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda and Imogen, Obviously) is back with another novel of crushes, friendships, and finding love in unexpected places. A 2026 Rainbow Book List pick! Amelia Applebaum isn’t in love with Walter Holland. He just happens to be her favorite moderately famous, chaotically bisexual YouTuber. Who she just happened to invite to prom. (But it’s fine. No, for real. If you delete the post, it didn’t happen.)

Okay, maybe her friends are right: She’s slightly parasocially infatuated. But Amelia just knows sparks would fly—if only she could connect with Walter for real.

If only he would host a meet and greet.

If only it were just a short road trip away.

And if only Amelia could talk her best friends into making it the perfect last hurrah before graduation—even her newly single, always-cynical, guitar-toting best friend Natalie.

One thing’s for sure: All roads lead to butterflies.

But what if Amelia’s butterflies aren’t for Walter at all?


  • Friends to Lovers: She thinks this road trip is about her YouTuber crush. Her guitar-playing best friend knows it’s about something more.
  • Bisexual Representation: A laugh-out-loud story featuring a chaotically bisexual heroine trying to figure out if her feelings are real, parasocial, or somewhere in between.
  • Fandom and Fan Culture: A hilarious and heartfelt dive into the world of YouTubers, fan conventions, and the shipper wars that define a generation.
  • A Perfect Last Hurrah: This funny coming of age story captures the final adventures before graduation and the bittersweet feeling of starting a new chapter.

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Information

Publisher
HarperCollins
eBook ISBN
9780063045941
Year
2025

Table of contents

  1. Dedication
  2. Contents
  3. Part Page
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Walter Holland Net Worth, Age, Relationship Status, Bio
  8. Four
  9. Part Page
  10. Five
  11. Drama Clash
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Pure Theatrics podcast (October, freshman year)
  15. Part Page
  16. Eight
  17. Lauren Lawson Tonight (May, senior year)
  18. Nine
  19. YouTube (February, senior year)
  20. Ten
  21. Reddit (January, senior year)
  22. Eleven
  23. Twelve
  24. Thirteen
  25. Fourteen
  26. Reddit (September, senior year)
  27. Fifteen
  28. YouTube (November, freshman year)
  29. Sixteen
  30. Twitter (June, sophomore year)
  31. Seventeen
  32. Eighteen
  33. YouTube (September, senior year)
  34. Part Page
  35. Nineteen
  36. Tumblr (January, sophomore year)
  37. Twenty
  38. Instagram (January, senior year)
  39. Twenty-One
  40. Twitter (November, junior year)
  41. Twenty-Two
  42. Twenty-Three
  43. Twenty-Four
  44. YouTube (September, senior year)
  45. Twenty-Five
  46. Twitter (May, senior year)
  47. Twenty-Six
  48. Twenty-Seven
  49. Twenty-Eight
  50. Twenty-Nine
  51. Reddit (April, senior year)
  52. Thirty
  53. Part Page
  54. Thirty-One
  55. Thirty-Two
  56. Messages (June, sophomore year)
  57. Thirty-Three
  58. Thirty-Four
  59. Part Page
  60. Thirty-Five
  61. Twitter (December, sophomore year)
  62. Thirty-Six
  63. Part Page
  64. Thirty-Seven
  65. Thirty-Eight
  66. Instagram (September, senior year)
  67. Thirty-Nine
  68. Forty
  69. Forty-One
  70. Forty-Two
  71. Forty-Three
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. About the Author
  74. Books by Becky Albertalli
  75. Back Ad
  76. Copyright
  77. About the Publisher