Every morning, so far, I'm alive
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Every morning, so far, I'm alive

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eBook - ePub

Every morning, so far, I'm alive

About this book

Every morning, so far, I'm alive is about what it's like to live in a world where shaking a stranger's hand, catching a taxi or touching a door handle are fraught with fear and dread. This memoir charts the author's breakdown after migrating from New Zealand to England: what begins as homesickness and career burn-out develops into depression, contamination phobia and OCD. Increasingly alienated from all the things that previously gave her life meaning and purpose – family, work, nature, literature – the author is forced to confront a question once posed by the young Virginia Woolf: 'How is one to live in such a world?' In this fiercely honest memoir Wendy Parkins, a former English professor, explores what it means to belong and feel at home, and how we are shaped by our first environments, both familial and physical. Describing the gradual process of recovery – as well as its reversals – it shows that returning to health can be about rediscovering how we came to be who we are, without becoming trapped by our narratives of origin. Like coming home, recovery is never quite what we expect it to be, however much we long for it. Beautifully written, intensely moving and threaded with self-deprecating humour, Every morning, so far, I'm alive is about claiming the right to tell our own story and learning to embrace the risks that the messy unpredictability of life always entails.

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Table of contents

  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1. Symptoms are a way of thinking about difficult things
  6. 2. Ever vigilant
  7. 3. Bloom where you are planted
  8. 4. Everything is broken
  9. 5. This will restore your creativity
  10. 6. Tell me about your journey
  11. 7. Closer to fine
  12. 8. Fretwork
  13. 9. How alive am I willing to be?
  14. 10. A garden in the antipodes
  15. 11. Much to unravel
  16. 12. Goats in fog
  17. 13. Riroriro, ruru, kererū
  18. 14. Fitter, happier, more productive
  19. 15. Still ill
  20. 16. I said no, no, no
  21. 17. Today I will do one thing
  22. 18. A hole in the heart
  23. 19. And you’re there
  24. 20. Think of the long trip home
  25. 21. Morning over Sussex
  26. 22. Ephemeral streams
  27. 23. Shatterling
  28. 24. Mater
  29. 25. It’s not like it is in the movies
  30. 26. Room 1, Day 2
  31. 27. My heart in hiding
  32. 28. Stirred for a bird
  33. 29. Someone’s badness
  34. Afterword
  35. Notes
  36. Acknowledgements