Sitting at a Crossroad

A Memoir

Adriana Forsman

• Publisher: Resource Publications
• Year: 2025
• Print ISBN:
  9798385229208
  9798385229215
• eBook ISBN:
  9798385229222
• Topic: Social Sciences
• Subtopic: Social Science Biographies
• Index: Social Sciences

She didn't have an engagement ring, or get down on one knee, or ask that magical four-word question, but Adriana Forsman knew her secret girlfriend had essentially just proposed. Their forbidden love had led Forsman to the greatest crossroads moment of her life. Would she choose to serve Jesus or be with the woman she loved? Or could she choose both? Forsman's attraction to women began freshman year of Bible college in a uniquely complicated situation with her new best friend. From that moment forward, her coming-of-age years did not go according to plan. Sitting at a Crossroad vulnerably chronicles the twists and turns of her love life through confessions, secrecy, heartbreak, manipulation, false accusations, getting caught, and falling in love--all of it leading to a life-defining moment of decision. Forsman's journey through the convergence of Christian faith and bisexuality provides insight into the inner conflict queer Christians face as she shares this raw piece of her life. It is a story of love, friendship, self-discovery, and faith--not only her own faith, but the faithfulness of God, a faithfulness that knows no bounds.

Table of contents

• Title Page
• Preface
• Author’s Note
• Chapter 1: Inaugural Romance
• Chapter 2: Embarking to Discover
• Chapter 3: Confiding and Abiding
• Chapter 4: Shalom Y’all
• Chapter 5: Roller Coaster Ride
• Chapter 6: It’s Complicated
• Chapter 7: Haunted by a Mistake
• Chapter 8: His Hands and Feet
• Chapter 9: Friends with a Stranger
• Chapter 10: Facing My Giants
• Chapter 11: Salve
• Chapter 12: Vicious Cycles
• Chapter 13: A Crossroad
• Chapter 14: Ending and Beginning
• Author’s Note
• Bibliography