Our Philosophy: Start with Who You Are
⢠āMr. W. never cracks a smile, but heās really fair.ā
⢠āMrs. P. lets us do lots of group work.ā
⢠āMr. A is always talking about movies heās seen about wars and politics and stuff. It makes social more interesting.ā
⢠āItās weird that Miss H. totally loves biology . . . but at least it makes class more fun.ā
⢠āMrs. V. tells us stories about her students all the time.ā
Students are always making comments like these about their teachers. Their observationsāgood, bad, or indifferentāreflect all the variances in methods, attitudes, expressions, and emphases that make up each teacherās own unique style. Over time, you will develop your own identity as a teacher. You may choose to leave this process up to chance (with an equally chancy outcome), or you can work consciously to find a style that is both comfortable for you and successful in the classroom.
True Confessions: I Tried to Be My Cooperating Teacher
I was very fortunate to have Mr. Arnold as my cooperating teacher (practicum supervisor). With 12 years of experience, 8 of them at St. Patās, Mr. A. had a great reputation with the students. All the students wanted him for math; he was funny and had a knack for making the subject approachable for everyone. I admired the friendly ease with which he handled our unruly mob of Grade 9 students, and I longed to feel as confident as he did in front of the classroom.
Being a new teacher is like being a teenager again. You try on different teaching ārolesā and attempt to figure out which one is right for you. Mr. A. was a great role model, so I tried being him for a while. Guess what? I didnāt have his sense of humour, and my lame jokes fell flat. At first I felt horrible and self-conscious. But, over the course of my practicum, I slowly began to discover that I had my own unique strengths. Mr. A. tended to leave the weaker students behind; I found out I was great at drawing these students out. Mr. A. relied on (and was very successful at) lectures. I discovered that I loved moving around the classroom and facilitating group work.
I still think that Mr. A. is a great teacher, but Iāve come to realize that I can be a great teacher tooāin my own way.
Strategy: Determine Your Identity
When teachers leave university to āset up shopā in their own classrooms, they are usually equipped with a full toolbox of content area knowledge, methodology, and educational theory. Though all of these are critical to the profession of teaching, they are not enough in and of themselves. Recent research in teacher preparedness and curriculum theory emphasizes the importance of a teacherās sense of personal identity.
Your identity as a teacher shapes how you teach and, more importantly, has a lot to do with how successful and happy you will be in your chosen career. Yet no textbook (not even this one) can tell you who you are. The journey toward your teacher identity is long, subtle, and ultimately yours alone to take. Teachersāespecially new teachersāare busy people. In the rush of lesson planning, marking, and daily mini-emergencies, time to reflect is easily lost in the shuffle. The challenge is to make time for this important process. If you really want to become a teacherāas opposed to being little more than an educational technicianāyou need to take the time to shape an identity. Your identity includes the confidence, joy, and sense of purpose that comes with bringing your authentic self to the classroom.
The idea that you can, or should, divide your professional self from your personal self will have two consequences, both of which seem tragic. First, your teaching will become soulless and mechanical, and neither your students nor you will gain any excitement or joy from what you are doing. Second, because neither you nor your students are enjoying themselves, it will be astonishingly easy for you to become cynical about education. Over the long term, you will come to care little for what you do, and generations of students will have been done a significant disservice. You will quit being a teacher, whether you leave the classroom or not.
The best teachers are authentic. In other words, they do not draw hard lines between their professional and personal selves. Teaching is not a role, but an identity. It is not a job, but a vocation. Great teachers merge their professional education with a strongly developed sense of beliefs and values, and bring their whole selves to class with them. To bring āyourselfā to the classroom, you must find your identity as a teacher. Yet, finding yourself is a career-long process; it is not a quick snapshot. Who you are, personally and professionally, will change over the years, so you must consciously discover and rediscover yourself through your tenure.
Tips for Using Journals, Diaries, and Scrapbooks
⢠Use timed writing by setting a timer or checking your watch. Commit as much time as you feel comfortable with (even as little as 5 minutes) to write about your day.
⢠Use the computer, if this is more comfortable for you (remember to protect this private document).
⢠Write on your old lesson plans about what worked and didnāt, where you could make changes, or simply how your students reacted.
⢠Use a full-page-per-day scheduler as a combi...