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Equal World
Everything is equal to itself and to the rest of the world. Everything reverts to the general equivalence in which one sleeper is worth as much as any other sleeper and every sleep is worth all the others, however it may appear. For sleeping âwellâ or âbadlyâ comes down merely to sleeping more or less, in a more or less continuous, or more or less perturbed fashion. Interruptions and perturbations, including those that arise sometimes from within sleep itself, like those nightmares that wake us up in anxiety and sweatâthese accidents of sleep do not belong to it.
Sleep itself knows only equality, the measure common to all, which allows no differences or disparities. All sleepers fall into the same, identical and uniform sleep. This consists precisely in not differentiating. That is why night suits it, along with darkness, and especially silence. Likewise, too, a necessary apathyâpassions, sorrows, and joys must be asleep, desire must rest too, and even contact, or the smell of the bed, of its sheets, and of the companion, if there is one, with whom one sleeps.
Everyone sleeps in the equality of the same sleepâall the livingâand that is why it might seem strange to assert that sleeping together is such a high-risk undertaking. But we are well aware of this, and for us, at least, whose culture has forgotten the way our ancestors slept together collectively, sleeping together evokes nothing less than what we call in the crudest way (but why crude? except because we have thus twisted the sense of words, at least in the French language) âgoing to bed together.â
Sleeping together opens up nothing less than the possibility of penetrating into the most intimate part of the other, namely, precisely into his or her sleep. The happy, languid sleep of lovers who sink down together prolongs their loving spasm into a long suspense, into a pause held at the limits of the dissolution and disappearance of their very harmony: intermingled, their bodies insidiously disentangle, however intertwined they can sometimes remain until the end of sleep, until the instant joy returns to them as renewed for having been forgotten, eclipsed during the time of their sleep, where their agile bodies surface again after having been drowned at the bottom of the waters they themselves poured out.
But this forgetting itself pertains to the rapture [jouissance] in which there is nothing to take or keep, nothing to win or save: everything, on the contrary, to let go. Sleep enjoys prolonging the pleasure whose evaporation and exhaustion it consumes. It grants full rights to the power of extinction that ardor bears within it: it provides it, not with the easing that is supposed to follow tension, but with the very subtle conversion of tension into the intensity of relaxation that physics calls inertia and that keeps a body in momentum so long as no friction of surrounding matter comes to oppose the pursuit of its trajectory.
Sleeping together comes down to sharing an inertia, an equal force that maintains the two bodies together, drifting like two narrow boats moving off to the same open sea, toward the same horizon always concealed afresh in mists whose indistinctness does not let dawn be distinguished from dusk, or sunset from sunrise.
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For it is in effect the great equal sleep of the whole Earth that those who sleep together share. In their âtogetherâ is refracted the entirety of all sleepers: animals, plants, rivers, seas, sands, stars set in their crystalline spheres of ether, and ether itself, which has fallen asleep. But the truth of etherâwhether it exists or whether it doesnât exist, as we have known it since Michelson and Morleyâis that it falls asleep and that it puts to sleep our planetary system with it. It is the great sleep, the great night of the world that surrounds us, toward which we drift irresistibly in an infinite expansion.
For there to be night, though, there must be day. Day introduces night as its own difference and as the alternation by which alone there can be day: meaning both daylight and a period of time. Twofold scansion, twofold alternation, of light and darkness, of the unity of time that succeeds itself. Twofold rhythm, solar and lunar, waking and sleeping. Fiat luxâand there is the first day, wholly made up of its sole brilliance of day, but there at the same time is time itself, the rhythmic balance of days and nights. The first day of the world, the first night, the first difference. Equal to itself, this beat turns every day and all the days that God makesâas we used to say back in the days of Godâinto succession itself, the successiveness of time, which passes equal to itself in its obstinate cadence.
This equality to itself is distributed according to the rhythmic distinction between the inequality of day and the equality of night. Day by itself is unequal, singular, just as the primal lux was and is always nothing other than difference itself, the division of the primeval indistinctness of a chaos, a khĆra, a magma, an upwelling watertable. Day is always another day, it is, in general, the other of the same. Tomorrow is another day, that is to say, again a day and a different day. The passage to this other is created by the equality of night. All nights are equal. All equally suspend the time of difference, the time of differentiations of all kinds, like that of speech, of food, of combat, of travel, of thought.
Nights can indeed differ among themselvesâcontrast a night of insomnia to a night sealed under leaden sleep. Nights can offer the contrasts of lamps lit and fires extinguished, of nighttime celebrations and dozing households: but it is night nonetheless, night always begun anew. Days can indeed, for their part, resemble each other in the most repetitive monoton...