Sometimes one must die a thousand deaths before realizing that in the dying, life was kept hidden the whole time.
If God’s beauty and hope reside in a well of eternal depth, Both And is a collection of poems and prayers written while grasping for the water—narrowly holding onto a precious ounce while the rest slipped through fingers smeared with confession, depression, grief, and shame.
Both And is for the reader who …
Is a griever, a confessor, a wallower, or a yearner.
Has found themself in a place of tension, following Jesus with conviction yet walking at odds with the story of faith that’s been told.
Is a person of profound longing, yet grief and fear hold them back from opening their heart again.
Step onto the path of paradox, where one’s own both-and story is released from the grip of control and into the safety of God’s loving presence. In the most painful endings, there is no need to exhaust oneself trying to hold it all together when all things are already being held by God. This is Ryan Pennington’s story, and may readers find theirs in it too.

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Print ISBN
9798385285457
9798385285464
Topic
Theology & ReligionTable of contents
- Title Page
- preface
- acknowledgments
- emerald dance
- a prayer
- empty bench
- a prayer
- open heart
- a prayer
- sweet potato embers
- a prayer
- remember
- a prayer
- clumsy desires
- a prayer
- audience of one
- a prayer
- anarchic green
- a prayer
- sunday funeral
- a prayer
- perspective
- a prayer
- desert drop
- a prayer
- what it feels like
- a prayer
- yellow love
- a prayer
- in pieces
- a prayer
- yesterday you
- a prayer
- floral couch
- a prayer
- nightlight
- a prayer
- judas was a bad kisser
- a prayer
- sleep
- a prayer
- strange rhythm of hope
- a prayer
- intersection
- a prayer
- spectacle
- a prayer
- out the window
- a prayer
- stay (part 1)
- a prayer
- loyal golden
- a prayer
- night drive
- a prayer
- hidden green
- a prayer
- like watchmen
- a prayer
- don’t read your poetry to a therapist
- a prayer
- there’s a place
- a prayer
- counterfeit
- a prayer
- to be wondered about
- a prayer
- enough
- a prayer
- midwest fermata
- a prayer
- as above, not below
- a prayer
- but not forever (part 2)
- a prayer
- loving glance
- a prayer
- notes from another bench
- a prayer
- shoreline
- a prayer
- bitter bite
- a prayer
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