The Showgirl Must Go On
Dennis Hensley / 1995
From Detour, Fall 1995. Reprinted with permission by Dennis Hensley.
Iâve just seen the appropriately named teaser reel for Paul Verhoevenâs Showgirls and Iâm recovering from the experience in a Sunset Boulevard cafe near the screening room. Though Iâll eventually see the whole filmâand believe me, Iâm counting the minutesâfor my first encounter with the filmâs star, Elizabeth Berkley, Iâll have to make do with just the thirteen minutes of source material provided. But what a magnificent thirteen minutes they are. Based on these few stellar minutes, the twenty-two-year old also looks to be acting and dancing her ass off in the film. This, of course, I mean figuratively, for who wants to see a movie about a stripper with no ass?
Based on what I know about Hollywood and what Iâve just witnessed on screen, Iâm half expecting Berkley to sulk in to see me in baggy sweats and no makeup, claim she didnât know what she was getting into, and get pissed off when I ask about the nude scenes.
What a refreshing surprise it is, then, when Berkley makes her entrance. Dressed to kill in a backless lace top, and shiny drawstring pants that reflect the light in all the right places, the 5'10" stunner appears to have left the straight-laced character she played on Saved By the Bell back in high school.
âI was just at the gym,â she says breathlessly, âand the Showgirls publicist calls and says, âElizabeth, youâre on Sunset Boulevard.â Did you see that over there? Itâs the billboard for Showgirls. So I said to my trainer, âIâll be back, I just need to go take a drive,â so I drove up here and just stood there. I mean, itâs like a dream come true.â
âI canât see it through the tree,â I complain.
âOK,â she says. âLetâs go on a field trip.â
ELIZABETH BERKLEY: Now weâre back in the restaurant, folks, and thereâs a giant-sized pole right by our table.
DENNIS HENSLEY: Itâs too big to do a pole dance with, isnât it?
EB: Yeah, it is. You canât grip it.
DH: Whatâs the operative width?
EB: About half this. Something that your hand can almost go around. (Laughs) So, Iâm a connoisseur now.
DH: Have you seen the finished film yet?
EB: Oh my God, I just saw it like a week ago. You have to understand, Iâve been working at this since I was like five years old so it was pretty overwhelming. I sat in the screening room by myself. The lights went down and I started to cry because it was just overwhelming at first. Iâm such a perfectionist, but at a certain point, I was able to get lost in the story, which was a good sign to me. I really thought that I was watching another girl.
DH: So whatâs the story of Showgirls?
EB: Itâs about this young girl whose been dealt a really bad set of cards in life and she comes to Vegas to become a showgirl. Ultimately itâs about moral choices, really, like how far would you go to get what you want, what would you give up for love. Itâs a very dark drama, but itâs also entertaining because of the production numbers. I donât think thereâs ever been anything quite like it.
DH: Whatâs your characterâs name?
EB: Nomi. Itâs spelled N-o-m-i but the way Iâve always thought of her is Know Me. Sheâs not going to obey other peopleâs rules. Sheâll stop at nothing to get what she wants. What drives her is her dancing. Itâs the one time that she feels the most alive.
DH: How much dance training did you have before this movie?
EB: Dancing has always been one of my biggest loves. Iâve always taken classes and people have always said to me, âWell, if youâre an actress, why do you take dance class every day?â and now Iâm saying to them, âHoney, this is what it was for, this movie right here.â
DH: What did you think when you first read the script?
EB: I thought, âI have to do this.â I mean, this role, I would kill for. Itâs very rare you read a script where the whole focus of the film is on a woman. Also, Iâm so passionate about what I go after and I really felt a lot of connection with the character right away. I just knew I had to get in the room with Paul and show him what I can do so that he could see because I really felt this strong connection. Plus itâs a little scary, you know. I didnât become an actress to do things that are safe.
DH: Did you read any scenes and think, âI canât do that, thereâs no way they can get me to do that?â
EB: No, I didnât. I thought, âOh, when can I do that?â
DH: It never crossed over the line for you?
EB: No. In the beginning, I was a little nervous about the nudity but after the first day that I did it, it was fine. Paul made me feel really safe. I knew I had to feel that trust with him otherwise half the things I had to do, I could not have done.
DH: Did you go to craft services naked?
EB: Yeah, everyone did. People would be sitting there, talking, eating bananas, smoking, whatever. The thing is, the way it was shot is so beautiful. Even though there are twenty one pretty much naked bodies on the stage itâs not like you go, âOh, breasts, breasts, breasts.â
DH: There must have been a zillion horny extras wanting to appear in the club scenes.
EB: Uh-huh, just as there are guys that go to these strip clubs. Everyone goes in for a different reason. Like some go because itâs a power trip. They can reject any girl they want and take any girl they want if they pay the money. The girls all work there for one reason, the cash.
DH: If you werenât an actress, would being a Vegas showgirl appeal to you as a dancer?
EB: My mind canât even go to thinking about my life without acting, to tell you the truth.
DH: Were you aware that the project existed before you auditioned for it?
EB: Yes. The year before I met Paul I saw an article in the trades that talked about Eszterhas selling the script and what it was about and I thought, âOh my God, I have to get ahold of this script.â Then they put it on hold for a year and in that time I was so curious about these strip clubs and lap dancing clubs that when I was in New York or Vegas I went to see what it was all about. I watched and talked to the girls but I never got up there. I think for a lot of them itâs very hard to disconnect from whatâs happening and to not have anger towards men. Sometimes when I would leave there I would be sad.
DH: How many auditions did you have to go through before you got the role?
EB: Four. Plus I just had to get past my agents and people telling me, âTheyâre definitely going to give this to a big name star.â
DH: Wouldnât it be hard to find a name that can dance and that would be willing to do what the role required?
EB: Believe me, a lot of people wanted to kill for this. Everyone and their mother went in for this.
DH: I know. My mom didnât even get a callback.
EB: The fact is, they would have used a dance double, so the bottom line was the acting because she carries the movie.
DH: At what point did they ask to see you dance?
EB: The third audition was a dance audition and after that I went to Idaho to do this TV movie for Disney called Cry of the White Wolf.
DH: Is there any lap dancing in that movie?
EB: No, but I was practicing pole dancing in the woods in case I had to go back for another interview.
DH: Did Paul have to go to the studio and fight for you?
EB: No. He just said, âThis is who I want.â They really trust him. Look, this is the first director who in his contract, knowing that itâs going to be NC-17, was able to release it as a wide release movie in like 1,000 or 1,500 theaters.
DH: Where are you from originally?
EB: Farmington Hills, Michigan. Everyone knows everyone. I went from kindergarten through high school with the same people. I finished up high school out here actually. I live with my parents out here.
DH: What do your parents think of Showgirls?
EB: Theyâre excited. Matter of fact, I called my dad at work today and heâs going to drive by to see the billboard. Theyâre very supportive. They knew what it was before I did it.
DH: Did they come to the set?
EB: No. Theyâre not stage parents. My mom saw the eight-minute trailer and loved it. She actually had a similar reaction to me. She saw someone else up there. I mean, itâs not gratuitous. The nudity is necessary and essential to the story. To portray her any other way would be a lie, you know. Sheâs a stripper. You wear a G-string and five inch heels.
DH: Do you have brothers and sisters?
EB: I have a brother named Jason.
DH: Isnât it weird to imagine him watching you doing a lap dance?
EB: Oh my God. Well, heâll get turned on by the other girls in the movie. Heâll be grossed out by me. His friends, who have seen me grow up, used to tease me about being flat-chested because I didnât develop until later in lifeâI was like seventeenâso they havenât seen me since then so theyâre going to be in for a surprise. And his friend said, âOkay, I donât have a lot of cash right now so Iâm going to put $7.50 for a movie ticket in an envelope and save it for September 22nd.â
DH: Did you get to keep any of the clothes?
EB: Iâm going to get some of it, like these suede hip-hugger pants that lace up the front and of course, the S&M outfit with the thigh-high boots. Where Iâll wear that, I have no idea.
DH: Did you ever get turned on while you were shooting?
EB: Oh yeah. Definitely. I canât tell you which scenes because it was pretty constant. I mean, Iâm dancing to amazing music, Prince and Dave Stewart from the Eurhythmics, thatâs enough right there. The dancing scenes were a real turn on. The music in this movie really got me. I could hear it twenty-million times and it still gets me. Itâs all new and original in the movie. Thereâs one song by Prince called, âRip, Pop Go Da Zippa.â
DH: Did you get to meet him?
EB: I met him by chance right there in Tower Records. I was walking down an aisle and he saw me and he went, âNomi?â because they had sent him a tape of me. And I turned around and it was him.
DH: What did you say?
EB: I didnât know what to say, because I didnât know what to call him. So I told him how much Iâve loved dancing to his music.
A few weeks later, I see Showgirls in all its naked glory and I howl with laughter at a hundred or so things I donât think Iâm meant to, I still find myself getting into the characters, appreciating the performances (particularly Berkleyâs and Gina Gershonâs) and want to know whatâs going to happen next. But then, I had a good time at Exit to Eden, so what does that tell you?
If I said I was upset or offended in any enduring way, Iâd be lying. Color me screwy, but Iâd rather see a movie that treats lap dancers like lap dancers than one that treats hookers like ingĂ©nues. Besides, Iâve always been a sucker for the unmitigated tackiness of Vegas. Whatâs not to love about a film that appears to have been treated head-to-foot by a Ronco Be-Dazzler?
I talk to Showgirls director Paul Verhoeven a few days after I see his film, and despite the backlash I can feel brewing in the media, my thumbâs still turned up. Fittingly, he calls just as Iâm about to welcome guests to my annual Miss America party. Though I forget to ask, I have a hunch Verhoeven is in favor of keeping the bathing suit competition.
DH: Do you remember the first time you laid eyes on Elizabeth? PAUL VERHOEVEN: Of course. She came into my office on the second day of the auditions and said, âWell you can stop looking because I am Nomi.â Of course I was testing everybody in the Central United States that I could get to; actors that can dance or dancers that can act or strippers that can do both but after a certain amount of weeks, it was more and more clear that the surest choice would be Elizabeth.
DH: After seeing the film, it seems to me that you not only needed a girl who was pretty and talented, but one that was completely devoid of inhibitions.
PV: Yes. When I felt that she was confident in both acting and dancing, I started discussing what was necessary for the movie which was that she should not be inhibited by any of the scenes that were in the script, especially, the pole dance, lap dance and some of the more sexu...