CHAPTER 1: DONāT FALL UNDER THE BUS
Ramesh, my boss, seemed strangely nervous as we walked into Leeās office. And that had me worried.
This was the first time I had seen Ramesh anything less than confident in front of other leaders ⦠at any level.
Lee was a fresh transfer from the field to corporate. That seemed like a bizarre career change, going from sales to IT at a senior management level. You would have thought heād have figured out what he really wanted to do a long time ago. I didnāt know what Leeās real title was yet, only that he was probably close to Ramesh in level.
Ramesh usually treated me like I was one bad decision away from being fired; so it seemed totally out of character that he was dragging me along to what he had confessed was his first meeting with Lee.
But perhaps my recent hard-won success in stabilizing the incident, change and problem processes as the IT service response manager, had changed Rameshās opinion of me. Maybe this was the first step in his acceptance of me and the value I brought to the team.
Lee said nothing as we walked in, and didnāt even rise to offer a handshake. He merely motioned wordlessly to three straight-backed chairs across the desk from him. One of them was already occupied. Lee sat regally on the other side of the desk, a large Cheshire Cat smile on his face.
Ramesh planted himself in the rightmost chair and settled in, before speaking directly to Lee.
āWelcome to IT,ā said Ramesh. āTell me about your work in the field.ā
Lee didnāt answer immediately. Instead, he paused and took a long, slow swallow from his coffee mug, then set it down precisely in the center of a marble coaster. A pot of freshly brewed coffee sat on the credenza behind Lee, but he made no effort to offer any to us. With both hands, Lee meticulously slid the cup and coaster to the right side of his large, polished, wooden desk. Printed on the side of the mug were the words, āThat Which Does Not Kill Us Makes Us Stronger.ā
On paper, IT had a business casual dress code, but in practice, it was a lot looser. It probably had something to do with reinforcing what Iād come to believe was the companyās cultural view of IT; that we were a group of geeky nerds, with zero social skills and poor personal hygiene, who were kept around because they were the only ones who understood how all those boxes of blinking lights worked. And if you were a high performer, anything that wouldnāt get you arrested for indecent exposure, was tolerated and almost expected. It was along the lines of the stranger you looked, the more valuable you must be for leadership to tolerate you. I once saw one of our top security gurus show up to a meeting with no shoes, badly frayed and unevenly cut off homemade, blue jean shorts, and a permanently stained t-shirt that had the words, āQuestion Authorityā drawn across the front with a permanent marker.
Lee was different.
Lee was immaculately dressed in a suit and tie that probably cost more than I made in two weeks. With suit creases sharp as a knife, in a perfect balance of timeless but slightly fashion forward style, he was ready for any occasion. His nails were freshly manicured and clear polished, and every strand of his carefully styled hair was perfectly in place. Lee seemed one of those people who always looked freshly pressed and groomed, even after theyād been flying in a cramped coach airline seat for the last 12 hours. However, I was beginning to suspect that Lee never, ever, flew anything less than first class.
From what Iād heard, he wrapped a positive spin around every comment, and offered a quick response to any question. He had that special chemistry that made you want to like him, and get his approval, even when you disagreed. And if you were to believe the rumors weād been hearing, he always closed the deal.
Lee occupied a prestigious corner office, with two walls of glass, and an unobstructed view of green lawns and clusters of trees surrounding the property. No parking lot asphalt to interrupt his bucolic vistas. In the distance, the faint outlines of the tallest buildings in the city were visible through the haze. Plaques attesting to great accomplishments cluttered the walls of his office. They formed a tableau, marking his rapid ascension from bag-carrying sales representative to regional director. His rapid advancement, and exposure to many different aspects of the business, hinted that upper leadership was grooming him for a senior role at the company. Maybe that was why he had been pulled out of business operations, brought back to headquarters, and tasked with ensuring IT was doing everything it could to support the success of the field.
I recognized the other person in the seat beside me. His name was Crayton. He was an IT project manager whoād been around for many years. Iād heard he was barely two years from retirement, and was mostly focused on hanging on long enough to get there. Crayton was the project manager for an initiative called āSunrise,ā which was running in parallel to the project Iād been asked to manage, āRubber Boots.ā He didnāt work for Ramesh. He worked directly for the project management office (PMO). The PMO was where most of our project managers reported. My project was the exception. I couldnāt figure out why Lee had invited him to an introductory meeting with Ramesh. It made no sense. Or had Ramesh invited him instead?
I wondered if Crayton had been drafted into owning āSunrise,ā like I had been for the āRubber Bootsā project. I still hadnāt figured that out. Even though I had no experience, or training, as a project manager, Jason, the senior VP of sales, had insisted I be the project manager for āRubber Boots,ā and had done so in front of his peers, and over the objections of our CIO, and my ultimate boss, Jessica. Stranger still at the time, when Jason gave me the task, Iād known him for less than 30 minutes. I must have made a real positive impression for him to trust me with the fate of such an important project as Rubber Boots. Even I had to agree with Ramesh. The risk of me failing with that project was very high.
Iād been around long enough to know that no matter what company you worked at, it was a waste of time trying to understand executive decisions. While sometimes it seemed they made decisions that were good for them and not the company, I had to assume it only looked that way because I didnāt have the visibility the executives did. I always assumed good intent on the part of my leaders until proven otherwise. By virtue of their responsibilities, they always place the good of the company above all else. The fact that I couldnāt always see the bigger picture, was why Iād probably never be an executive.
Although Iād never met Crayton before, he was a friend of another project manager I knew from the gym, Maria. She said that despite trying to put himself on āin-house retirementā for the next two years, heād always been a stand-up guy. From the reports Iād read, his project seemed to be in the same state as mine, on spec, on schedule, and with earned value right on target. But I still didnāt understand why he was here ⦠and by himself.
Lee looked up at Ramesh and paused; silently waiting until there were no sounds, except the hum of the air conditioning and Rameshās nervous breathing.
āDo you know how much revenue I generated in the field last yearā? asked Lee.
Ramesh shook his head, āNo idea.ā
Lee wrote a number on a piece of paper, folded it over, and slid it across the desk to Ramesh.
Ramesh looked up at Lee with a slightly shocked look on his face.
āGo ahead,ā said Lee with a swagger. āYou can share it.ā
Ramesh passed the note to us. I was stunned. It was larger than the entire annual operating budget for IT. So in one sense, Lee had funded IT for the entire company ⦠and more.
āMy region was the most productive of any in the company,ā said Lee. āWe supported the largest customer base, had the most renewals, the most new business, the most revenue, and the highest margins. Thatās why they call us the āRainmakers.ā We always made the impossible happen.ā
Ramesh started to speak, āThatās very impressive. You must be ā¦ā
Lee cut him off, āSo, if my work was so critical to the success of this company, why do you think the executives of this company would take me away from generating the revenue that makes it possible for IT to buy its toys? Why would they bring me back to the home office, thereby putting the companyās revenue stream at risk? Do you think the senior executives have lost their minds and want to commit corporate suicideā?
Ramesh just shook his head.
In IT we heard a lot of field people talk about the uselessness of what they saw as a bloated, overstaffed, underused, and generally incompetent, IT organization. They just didnāt understand how important we were to their success. They didnāt appreciate all the things they didnāt see that still had to be done. All they looked at was what they could touch.
It wouldnāt have been so bad if they at least showed some gratitude once in a while, but they were always so incredibly ungrateful for all the hard work we did. They never thanked us for all the afterhours work, and all the family time we gave up meeting their crazy deadlines. The only thing they ever did was complain, even if the tiniest thing was not perfect. Maybe the problem was that we were too good at what we did; everything was too seamless. Maybe we needed to fail more often and show them how they couldnāt succeed without us. Maybe that would change things.
āOf course you donāt know why senior leadership is doing this,ā said Lee. āThatās why you are a mere manager. And why should leadership tell you? After all, youāre sitting there and ā¦,ā Lee gestured at his office and the view from his window, āAnd I am sitting here.ā Lee rearranged his coffee cup slightly, so that the handle was now precisely parallel to the edge of the pristine blotter on his desk. āLet me tell you why. They did it because they donāt want āgood.ā In fact, they donāt even want āgreat.ā What the executives of this company want is a game changer, and I am just the leader to make that happen.ā
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Crayton staring intently at Lee and rapidly scribbling notes.
Ramesh leaned forward, towards Lee, and said, āThat sounds great. Thereās nothing that canāt be improved.ā Ramesh turned in his chair and gestured at a large collection of awards and trophies. āAnd I am sure there is a lot you can teach us. Iām sure everyone in IT will support your efforts any way we can.ā
āIām glad to hear you say that, Ramesh, because your organization, the whole IT organization, is going to be involved in this.ā
āReally? Can you share a little of what you need from us, so that your organization and mine can work well togetherā?
Lee shook his head, smiled, and leaned back in his leather chair. He interlaced his fingers and said, āSorry, even if you were here by yourself, I couldnāt disclose all the details to you yet. Only senior leadership has been briefed on my plan at this point, and they support it enthusiastically. But donāt worry. You and your staff will be briefed at the appropriate times, along with the rest of IT. Letās just say that there will be a lot of changes. Weāre going to infuse IT with the dynamism found in field operations to make it a more productive and responsive organization. No more of this bohemian enclave for losers. We will become the company leaders and a role model for all to follow.ā
Lee leaned forward and gestured for Ramesh to lean close across the desk. In a quiet voice, Lee asked, āYou have heard of the projects named Rubber Boots and Sunriseā?
Ramesh gave an exaggerated look around the room that almost made me laugh. It was as if he were looking to make sure there were no industrial spies hiding in the corners, ready to steal any information they could get.
If Lee caught Rameshās cartoonish gesture, he didnāt reveal it. He simply said, āAlthough it is premature, I can tell you that the first step will be for me to take personal control of these new projects, and make adjustments to ensure the corporation gets value for its investment, and the field gets maximum utility from the results. And all of it delivered on time, with the content the business needs.ā
Ramesh interrupted and gestured at me. āBut Jason specifically asked for Chris and Crayton to lead these projects. I know. He told me directly.ā
That answered one of my questions. So Crayton had been drafted, just as I had. Perhaps I now had a compatriot to work with this time. Partners were funny things. Sometimes they could do some of the work, but all too often I found their work not up to my standards, and ended up doing their work, too. Then you were always faced with the moral choice of giving them credit for the accomplishment, because you were supposed to be working as partners, or cutting them off like they deserved.
Lee looked straight at Crayton and myself for a moment, freezing us with his Cheshire Cat smile, before turning back to Ramesh.
āIām sure these two are both good workers, but obviously neither has experience meeting business critical deliverables under pressure, and definitely are without experience in working with the field or senior leadership. Thatās why Jason approved this transfer of responsibility. Feel free to confirm it with him at your next scheduled one-on-one with him.ā
Lee paused for a few seconds, and then added, āOh, I forgot, you donāt meet regularly with him. Well, I do, and you can trust me when I say, he approved it.ā
Ramesh took a deep breath before saying, āIām meeting with Jessica later this week. I will wait and confirm with her ā¦ā
Lee cut him off. āThat will only be a waste of your, and her time. Trust me. This is for Craytonās and Chrisā own good. Better to be apprentice to the master longer, than reach beyond oneās grasp and fail.ā Lee stood up and walked to the window, while slowly sipping his coffee. His back to the room, he said, āLearn how to adapt, improvise, overcome. Thatās what winners do. Just look at me. Model your behavior after me.ā
Lee turned around quickly, and gesturing to the door said, āChris ⦠Crayton? Will you please give us some time? Ramesh and I have a few more items to discuss.ā
Ramesh nodded. As I stood up, Crayton finished writing the last of his notes. Collecting his material, he stood up, and we both headed for the door.
Just as my hand touched the doorknob, Lee added, āGuys ⦠Please donāt do anything related to the projects unless I personally review and approve it. Be prepared to give me a full debrief very soon. You will receive further direction on your duties and role here at that time. Thanks.ā
I was out the door first, with Crayton right behind me. Just before Crayton pulled the door closed, I heard Lee say to Ramesh, āLet me make this very clear. The bus is leaving for success town and you can be on the bus with me, or you can be under the bus with the rest of the losers. The choice is yours. But you have to decide, and decide now. Just understand what it means to be on the bus with the winners. You will need to ā¦ā
Crayton pulled the door closed and cut off the last of Leeās words. As Craytonās hand left the handle, he looked at me, shook his head, and said, āI wish I had his energy. What a driver.ā
I didnāt know Crayton well enough to know if he we...