Chapter One
Growing Up in Utopia
Rosaleen Sands held her baby on her knee, nursing him. They were in the living room in their home at Abbots Cross and the radio was playing in the background. The song was a Perry Como hit from a couple of years before called âBecause.â The words of the song obviously affected Rosaleen very deeply, because she remembered it all many years later. She was full of hope for the young child, but she also remembered the difficulties she and generations before her had endured. The Second World War was not long over. And although things were relatively quiet now, conflicts broke out periodically between the Irish Republican Army and Northern Irelandâs Protestant state.
Rosaleen looked down at the newborn child and spoke to him.
âBobby, if thereâs ever a war, you and I will go down to the South where you wonât be conscripted. And if the Troubles ever flare up here, and the IRA gets going, weâll go to the South.â1
Rosaleen had plenty of reasons to worry. Northern Irelandâits six counties were carved in 1920 out of the northeast corner of the island of Ireland by the Britishâcomprised the largest piece of that corner that contained an assured majority of three Protestants for every two Catholics. Protestants ran the state, ultimately giving their loyalty to the Queen of England. Most Catholics and a few Protestants refused to recognize it, instead aspiring to a united Ireland. In 1922, its first prime minister, James Craig, called the local government at Stormont, east of Belfast, âa Protestant parliament for a Protestant people.â The current Prime Minister Basil Brooke once told people not to employ Catholics, boasting, âI have not a Roman Catholic about my own place.â2
Protestants ran the police forces, both the regular Royal Ulster Constabulary (RUC) and the state-sponsored paramilitary âB-Specials.â Rosaleen remembered the B-Specials invading her neighborhood when she was a child. And now, in 1954, the industries that had assured jobs for working-class Protestants were rapidly falling apart. Places like the Harland and Wolff shipyard, whose proud Protestant workers built the Titanic in 1912, were shedding workers by the hundreds. What an explosive mix! A dominant population that was losing its economic advantages but which still had its police and plenty of guns, and a marginalized population with a history of rebellion.
Perhaps the most immediate social threat in Irelandâs harsh climate, however, was the regionâs housing. After decades of neglect, three out of every ten houses were uninhabitable.3 A higher proportion of Catholics lived in Belfastâs overcrowded slums: the lower Falls, Ardoyne or Rosaleen Sandsâs childhood district of the Markets. Their labyrinths of narrow streets were lined by rows of two-story brick houses with outside toilets. The children slept several to a bed, head-by-toe, like sardines packed in a tin.
So when Rosaleen Kelly married John Sands on March 28, 1951 and they moved into a nearly new private house in a countryside village at 6 Abbots Cross, five miles north of Belfast, they thought they had a better future to look forward to. Both had come from Belfast working-class backgrounds. Rosaleenâs father, Robert, worked as a groom in the Catholic Markets district. Johnâs father, Joseph, was a âspiritgrocer,â a fancy name for a bartender. Yet Johnâs mother, Elizabeth Forsythe, was a Reformed Presbyterian, a particularly conservative brand of Protestantism that harkened back to Puritanism. John lived among Protestants until after he moved out from his parentsâ home and got work in McWattersâs (later Inglisâs) bakery in the Markets district where Rosaleen Kelly lived and worked as a weaver.
Abbots Cross was one of five experimental âgarden villagesâ that were nestled in a scenic valley between Ben Madigan (now called Cave Hill) and Carnmoney Hill. Just south of Abbots Cross, the Glas-na-Bradan River flowed from between the two hills down to the Belfast Lough. The immediate surroundings were a far cry from the repetitive brick-terraced streets back in Belfast. Country roads were dotted with rural farmhouses. Within a stoneâs throw of the Sandsâs new house was âThe Abbey,â the magnificent country house of Sir Charles Lanyon, the architect who built most of the great buildings of nineteenth-century Belfast. The Sands family would eventually have a close association with two of them: the Crumlin Road Jail and Courthouse.
The Sands house was the second in a neat terraced street of twenty-four white houses, built in an open plan, with no fences or walls to divide the front gardens. The estate was neatly planned, incorporating features of the existing Irish landscape and built around a brand-new shopping center. Its utopian plan was so precise that the number of houses numbered exactly one hundred.4
But not everything was well within this utopia. Despite its stylish modernism, Abbots Cross was deeply sectarian. Directly behind the Sandsâs hedged back garden was a large, modern Presbyterian church. Directly across the street from the clean, white shopping center were a Congregational church and a brand-new Protestant elementary school. There was a Church of Ireland, Free Presbyterian, Methodist, Baptist, and Plymouth Brethren churches. There was a community for everyone . . . except Catholics.
The discomfort of Abbots Cross for a woman like Rosaleen Sands, brought up among anti-Catholic police actions in the 1920s and 1930s, was heightened by the numbers of policemen and state-sponsored paramilitaries (the B-Specials) living in the estate.
So Rosaleen Sands lived a fiction in Abbots Cross. She never let on that she was a Catholic. Sands, a good Ulster-Scots name, blended well among her neighbors: the Meekes, the Bairds, and the Craigs. Everyone took Rosaleen to be a Protestant because she was so quiet and did not bother with the neighbors.5
On March 9, 1954, two years after they moved to Abbots Cross, Rosaleen gave birth to their first child, a boy who they named Robert Gerard. She prayed that Bobby would never get caught up in the violence that she had known as a child. But it was not long before the IRA âgot goingâ again, opening a bombing campaign along the Irish border in 1956. Sectarian tensions rose between Protestant and Catholic, or Unionist and Nationalist. The Sands family were unaffected as long as they could live quietly without discussing religion with their neighbors. They succeeded for several years, during which Marcella was born in April 1955 and then Bernadette in November 1958.
Eventually, however, the woman next door found out Rosaleenâs religion. She began taunting her when John was away at work. She hammered on the walls incessantly during the day. When Rosaleen took her washing out to hang it on the line, the neighbor put similar clothes on her line. If Rosaleen cleaned her windows the neighbor did, too. Rosaleen could feel her sneering across at her. Things got so bad that she took the children out for long walks during the day to avoid the neighbor. Eventually Rosaleen became ill. Her doctor took John aside and told him if he wanted his wife to regain her health, either take the neighbors to court or give up the house.
âSo,â recalled Bernadette years later, âmy parents being so quiet and not wanting to bother anybody, they gave up the house.â
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For six months when Bobby was seven, the Sands family lived with relatives. In December 1961, they finally got a house in the new estate beside Abbots Cross. In the 1950s, the northern Irish government had begun building big public housing estates for some of the thousands of working-class families who urgently needed somewhere decent to live. The first estate, called Rathcoole after the Irish rath cĂşil, meaning âring-fort of the secluded place,â was built in phases, working its way up the foot of Carnmoney Hill. By 1961, Rathcoole comprised three square miles of public housing for fourteen thousand people.
Rathcoole was planned as a model estate for the ârespectable working class,â6 with jobs in nearby industrial projects. It was to be another utopia. But unlike Abbots Cross, a third of its new residents were Catholics. Among them was the Sands family, in a spacious house at 68 Doonbeg Drive, at the foot of Carnmoney Hill.
Bobby was surrounded by huge open green spaces. He and his sisters could go out their front door and climb up the Carnmoney mountain on trails that wound through dense gorse and nettles. They visited adventurous places on the mountain including the remains of ancient Celtic forts and monuments. It was thick with birds, which Bobby learned to identify.
Kids from the surrounding streets joined them. They would build a hut while Bobby built a fire. He took out his motherâs pots and some food and they toasted bread or potatoes, imagining they were camping out. When Rosaleen caught them, says Bernadette, she would âhalf killâ them.7
Bobby was always doing something. He faced regular fights with the neighborhood kids with a degree of stoicism, bordering on stubbornness. If he got hit, he hit back. If he was badly beaten, he walked around the corner before he cried. He often turned his stubbornness on his mother. If Rosaleen sent him outside to play as punishment, he refused to come back when she called.
Yet he was very protective of his sisters. If anyone hit them he jumped to their defence. He was smaller than the other kids but he stood up for his sisters, no matter what the consequences.8
Bobbyâs education began at Stella Maris primary school, a mixed gender Catholic school close to his house that also served the surrounding districts of Glengormley, Bawnmore, and Greencastle. Later, he attended Stella Maris secondary school, next door to the primary school. He was never a very serious student, instead concentrating on organized sport. According to schoolmate Dessie Black, he was intelligent but lazy in school.
âAll we wanted to do was just play football. More time was spent round picking football teams for matches and that than doing school-work and that.â9
Outside of school, Bobby played soccer with a religiously mixed group of local boys, always including his best mate Tommy OâNeill. Together, they joined the youth team of Stella Maris, the local amateur soccer club. Stella Maris was a remarkable institution for the north of Ireland, where religious sectarianism was rampant. Although the team trained in the gym of Bobbyâs school, it attracted Protestant boys from surrounding areas. Terry Nicholl, a Mormon, joined Stella Maris because he had just one interest, soccer, and would have played for anybody.10 Willie Caldwell and Geordie Hussey, two more Protestant âfootball fanatics,â also joined. Nobody asked if you were Catholic or Protestant. If you were a half-decent soccer player, you were on the team.
Dennis Sweeney never liked Bobby Sands much. He thought he was an insecure person who tried to cover it up by showing off, sometimes even using violence on the soccer field. âCertainly not a leader by any means, more a person who was led,â he thought.
But others describe Bobby Sands as an amiable teammate. Their recollections also reflect a trait that others would notice in his later life: extreme enthusiasm, sometimes expressed in behavior that went âover the top.â
Geordie Hussey says Sands was âa bit of a grafterâ who did his best at his position of left half. He didnât score many goals but he could be counted on to get the ball and he was a good tackler. What he lacked in natural ability, he made up in enthusiasm.
His enthusiasm extended into other sports. Bobby loved swimming but cross-country running was his real sporting passion. He won cross-country medals11 and his love of running came through later in his prison writings. In The Loneliness of a Long-Distance Cripple, he compares his strength as a teenager winning a cross-country race to his deteriorating physical state in prison. In the story, Sands describes a long-distance race in the cold Irish winter that âbites deep into the lungs and reddens the nose and cheeks.â He is excited by the race but surprisingly aware, even sad, at how the incursion of the runners scars the countryside. He is at once part of the environment and against it.
âBang.â The thrush fled and I sprang forward. The marshy ground churned and sucked and squelched as hundreds of foreign spiked feet mutilated and scarred its face. Across an open field we charged in a bunch. My mind was racing as I tried to weigh up the situation and opposition as the lay of the land was seen then gone in a matter of a few strides.
Sands struggled to overcome the challenges both of the environment and the other runners until, finally, âI broke the finishing line, breathing like a racehorse in deep vast gulps.â Although it was only a schoolboy race, âVictory was mine and I felt like an Olympic champion.â
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As Sands grew into his teens, his circle of friends widened. He went to the Alpha picture house or to dances at the local church hall. There was roller-skating in the religiously mixed Floral Hall in Bellevue near the Belfast Zoo. Weekend dances there were mainly Protestant but mixed. On Sundays a more Catholic but still mixed group attended dances in the Star of the Sea hall in Rathcoole or St. Etnaâs hall in Glengormley. Bobbyâs friends at the time remember him as a âhappy-go-luckyâ boy who loved dancing and the socializing that went with it.
Things were beginning to change, however, in the society around him. Systematic sectarianism was emerging. By 1966,...