TO C. D. FROM D.C.
â Washington, D.C.
Dear Carolyn â
All week we have walked in front of the Old
Executive Office building on Pennsylvania Avenue
And across the asphalt White House plaza,
And we have waved to the half-starved protester
In Lafayette Park as he stood ten steps
From where Walt Whitman used to stand,
Not in such great shape himself, the old coot,
When he would wave to Abe Lincoln
As he rode out alone on horseback
On summer evenings in 1863,
Trotting his tallest horse to the Soldierâs Home
Above the Rock Creek, to sleep on the land
Where the first Civil War cemetery was put.
Can you imagine the Great Emancipator
Standing on his back porch among the dead
As he listened to the diggers graveling the graves,
Chipping the soil, lifting in the bodies,
From Rochester and Groton and Poolesville
And King of Prussia, lifting in the bodies
With the steam rising from their skins
Into the insect-mating womb of the light
Around the city, the utterly still bodies
unquivering?
You had asked what was it like to live here
Twenty-five years ago â Carolyn,
Truth be told, I was drunk
So much of the time I cannot say.
I can say it was a city of saviors,
Thatâs for sure, powder-cheeked and God awful,
The street corners like hospital sheets,
The 15th Street pimps chatting
with the newsmen from the Post,
The dreadlocked couriers quick and mingling
With the FCC guys, the diplomats
Slumping cum laude without their blue blazers
Across Foggy Bottom, the portable flags
Dropping their stars underneath the partisan air,
And the New England legislators â in their socks
After hours at the Irish pubs near Union Station â
Like dome-shadowed columns
Of dreamers with the eyes of animals
And a meeting in an hour on Embassy Row,
And the ex-officio in Dupont Circle
With one eye on his German beer
And another on the crowds â âSee her,
Thatâs the wife of the Belgian
Ambassadorâs chief of staffâ â and the poets
Sneaking into matinees of Lawrence of Arabia
At the Uptown, then wandering through Rock Creek Park
Listening for linnets, speaking of a thousand things,
As John Keats says one must, and so the talk
Would broach nightingales and sensations,
Genera and species of fancy,
The loose quadrants between will and volition,
Metaphysics and consciousness, monsters,
Mermaids, good morning, and good night â
And all that time we could not see the airy
Path of Abraham Lincoln
who rode his tallest horse
Into those very woods â he must have enjoyed
Dipping swiftly into the bliss and dizzy
Hungers of the night â so much to love
In this city, so much to hold up to the world,
The 19th century streets, even now, rumbling
Behind the crabapple trees, every brick house
Stacked with its hatreds and adorations,
And the parkway shimmering
back into the lettered avenues â
And, yes, I still love the bridges, Carolyn,
That cross into Arlington in Northern Virginia
Onto Robert E. Leeâs sloping lawn
With its milky headstones,
And, better, a mile or so further on,
The red neon âEATâ sign that hung
Above Whiteyâs for fifty years
And now is gone, a juke joint that popped
With broasted chicken and unconnoisseur
Beers and diddly-diddly players â
With a deerâs head nailed to the wall
Next to a photograph of a goose-eyed TR,
A place where I once bumped into a general
At eight oâclock and a senator at midnight.
What I was drinking those days remains
A mystery, those years a long body
Of rain poured into a short glass, gentle rain
Like the odor of earth plowed in and upturned,
Rain like the willowy church bells on Sunday,
Rain like the faces in apartment windows,
Rain like the bodies tipped into the ground,
Rain like a wife and home that would last
And, then, in the end, not last â
A bad-mannered, good-natured honky-tonk,
Whiteyâs was a hole,
A pickup hall, a chuck wagon, a giddy-up,
Where a man pissed in the Gentâs Room
And threw darts in the Lincoln Room,
So inspirational in the lore of those times
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