1 The Self Observed
âGC 44â AND THE DOSSIER
âGC 44â is Cornellâs most highly personal and most important working dossier, one of the âhigh tides of inspirationâ.34 Its title is an abbeviation for âGarden Center 1944â, for the dossier is built around Cornellâs thoughts and observations while he was working in the summer of 1944 at a garden centre in Flushing run by a Christian Science Practitioner. An important issue at this time was the work that the Practitioner was doing with Josephâs younger brother. (Both Robert and Betty were also Christian Scientists.) The Practitioner and Robert were studying hard together to achieve a healing, and according to Betty, Robert was free from epileptic fits that year. The spate of good health Robert enjoyed, and the brothersâ shared enthusiasm for Christian Science, naturally affected Cornellâs frame of mind in that year.
The background to âGC 44â is of relevance here. Cornell had given up working for Traphagen Commercial Textile Studio in 1940, and in âGC 44â he looks back to those days when he worked as a travelling salesman as a âmiserable phaseâ of âbusiness routineâ.35 He recognized that, in August 1944, he was now able to enjoy what previously he had been forced to save up for weekends (his âweekendyâ feeling was a âstrong anticipatory pleasure associated with departure to the country to new placesâ36). He loved to be working nearer to home and travelling to and fro on a bicycle, getting to know the rural routes and quiet passageways. In addition, since 1941 he had his own workroom/studio in the cellar beneath the family home, a place in which he could work in private and store his materials. (It had previously been a point of contention that Cornell was taking over the house with his bits and pieces, for when his mother wished to organize tea for visitors she had always to deal with his ephemera piled on the dining-room table.) Thus there was a sense of new-found freedom in the summer of 1944, a spiritual resurgence, and a third element (not yet fully brought out) â his revitalized feeling for nature. âGC 44â is Cornellâs tribute to nature, his arcadian vision articulated. In a significant entry in his dossier he includes a quotation from Jean Renoir: âI believe that during the past 50 yrs. man has been losing contact with his physical senses and is becoming too intellectual-ized. The artistâs mission today, he noted elsewhere, is to recreate a direct contact between man and natureâ,37 and Cornell goes on to discuss exact times and places where he experienced direct contact with nature. These moments he described as âmystical dream episodes of bicycle rides through lonesome landscapesâ.
The dossier itself shows how concerned Cornell was to develop a conception of himself as an artist with a certain kind of consciousness. Let us look first at the overall shape and aims of the dossier, and then at an individual episode, where Cornell catalogues the stages of the creative process (âThe Floral Still-lifeâ). I will then illustrate how Cornell sifted nostalgically through his own past by his strategy of parallel narrative, in this instance with a fictional character from Alain-Fournierâs Le Grand Meaulnes (1913), first published in English in the USA as The Wanderer in the translation by Françoise Delisle (1928). The spiritual and mystical elements of the dossier, especially the connection with Christian Science, follows, after which I turn to Cornellâs obsession with dreams. Finally, I present two boxes that are linked thematic-ally with the âGC 44â dossier: Untitled: American Rabbit (1945â6) and Untitled: Paul and Virginia (1946â8).
Donald Windham has described the basic physical characteristics of âGC 44â as it appeared in the late 1960s (more than twenty years after it was begun): âtwo grey cardboard boxes . . . hundreds of scraps of paper with things written on them and hundreds of mounted illustrationsâ (illus. 26).38 If this dossier had begun, like others, in a loose-leaf folder, then by the end of the 1960s it needed box containers, for âGC 44â was not only Cornellâs most important dossier, it was also his largest, containing over one thousand pages. The references and diary notations pertaining to âGC 44â extend even beyond this huge compilation: other dossiers and âexplorationsâ discuss it, and contain cross-references (Cornell comments on the ârich cross-indexingâ with this project). It is difficult to overstate the importance of this dossier to Cornell; as his sister Betty recalls, âThat was a big, big, experience in his life, âGC 44â!â.
âGC 44â is a âbulging chaosâ because of Cornellâs compulsive habit of collecting.39 David Hare was puzzled by Cornellâs collecting habit; Susan Sontag thought it âincredulousâ; and even Cornell warned himself about it: âA discipline will have to be acquired against the piling up of diverse materialâ.40 Of further relevance to âGC 44â was Cornellâs notetaking. He was an inveterate notetaker. Whether on buses, in train stations, in the library, over his danish pastry in the automat, on the telephone, while enjoying the backyard sunshine, while sharing the company of visitors, Cornell was always to be seen with his yellow legal pad and a pencil, making notes.41 He was as acutely fascinated by an anonymous face in the crowd as he might be by a poem he encountered or an Old Master painting he had just studied. He was constantly noting the ordinary, the everyday, as well as the eventful or the out-of-the-ordinary The ordinary, of course, was promptly transfigured: a neighbourhood girl chasing her dog is a âyoung Diana on the lawn with her houndsâ, for the local in Cornellâs mind was transformed effortlessly into myth.42
While Cornell was watching outward passings-by he was also watching himself. He had a capacity to look at himself with a kind of objective interest, and in fact he had the same âonlookerâ attitude towards himself that he had towards life in general. He observed and described his dreams and his emotions, as well as cataloguing changes in his moods:
Reaction rest of day after lingering by water. Naively poetic feeling evoked by Mother telling me to go out into the garden to say âshooâ to the rabbit which would keep him away from the plants all night.43
He constantly qualified things, and endlessly expanded on his ideas. He was on occasion prolix, unfocused, but at times he displayed a determination to try and close in on a subject when he sought to be precise or needed to define a feeling or a mood.
We can see that as a âmuseum without wallsâ, âGC 44â could have gone on forever. There is something about âGC 44â and this period when Cornell was making notes for his art, something about his acute receptivity to things, that suggests he was at the height of his artistic powers. He seemed to be in a constant visionary state. âGC 44â has many references to his awareness of an overflow:
rapid overflow of experience . . . overcrowding of incident and experience ever opening paths leading ever farther afield. Unbelievably rich cross-indexing (of experience) the ceaseless flow and interlacing of original experience.44
But Cornell, having decided to open up a âmuseum without wallsâ, had to find some clear-cut boundaries: âundecipherable records desperately attempt to hold fastâ.45 Donald Windham has described what it was like when Cornell turned to him for help: âIt seemed to be that I, or somebody else, was to make the magical transition from this chaos to what was in his mind . . . I could never figure out what was in his mindâ.46 Cornell struggled to communicate his wishes. The difficulty lay in the very nature of what he wanted to speak about â visions, revelations, moments of inspiration, the ârarified and spiritualâ, the âsenseâ of things (âthe sense of things set off in or against a fieldâ), the metaphysical aspect (âthe metaphysical aspect of this âexpectancyâ, the âsomethingâ that might have happenedâ).47 As well as dealing with any number of complex associations, Cornell also sought to communicate what he called âabstract associationsâ.48 âThere are things in GC 44â, Cornell wrote, âwhich cannot be explainedâ.49 And yet, throughout his life, he returned again and again to this dossier in his search for a way of explaining. In a diary entry for 9 September 1968, for example, he noted that âGC 44 in the air today . . . 24 yrs now the Floral Still-Life section of GC 44 still unrealizedâ.50 He experienced a religious awe in front of experiences, in the face of nature: âthe miracles of life and beauty. . . cannot be explainedâ. Later, he decided that some distancing from âGC 44â was needed, having found himself too close, emotionally, to the material: âsome proper detachment may be felt but which nonetheless is indispensable to a proper evaluation of original experiencesâ.51 His hopes for this dossier had been so high that his continuing failure to shape anything from it that satisfied him led to a sense of despair:
an engulfing futility at the thought of formulation, a hopelessness of adequate expression. . . And so an emotion akin to that felt by the oriental poet which led him to burn all his works with the exception of a single haikai which is only an exclamation: (example)
Ah, Ah
Is all that one can say Before the flowers of Yoshino
. . . a cry which has meaning only from the depths of the feeling out of which it rises, and only for the sensibility of the ear which hears it.52
Cornell felt that if only he could work through the âGC 44â material satisfactorily then it would help him with all his work as an artist, with his whole corpus of working material: âGC 44 realized successfully can become a âmethodâ for crystallizing experienceâ, he jotted down on one occasion.53 Cornell had hoped to work out a way of moving from the mass of source-material to the artwork. He strove for a âfinal distillation wherein the subject is almost lost sight of in a literal sense or glimpsed briefly in a doorway by de Chirico or a window by Apollinaireâ.54 âGC 44â epitomizes his obsession with collecting, but also with his twin obsessions of trying to order his collections while somehow controlling the urge.
One way in which Cornell attempted to order his thoughts was by undertaking an odd kind of correspondence: he wrote letters ostensibly to others but that were ultimately intended to serve him. Their purpose was to help clarify to himself the moment of inspiration. âGC 44â contains a letter to Mina Loy about an inspirational episode of 1944 that he refers to as âThe Floral Still-Lifeâ.55
âTHE FLORAL STILL-LIFEâ: LETTERS OF SELF-BELIEF
The clearest explanation Cornell gives of the moment of inspiration and the way the imagination works on experience is supplied in the journey/chapter labelled âThe Floral Still-Lifeâ in the âGC 44â dossier. The âjourneyâ is not separated out but is inserted chronologically among the dossierâs other materials, yet certain distinct stages in Cornellâs process are clear. There is the initial glimpse â the basis for a journey; a period of research and meditation on the subject; an initial articulation of the subject by letter; then finally an extension is made to the original inspiration. The following is a record of the dates and basic nature of each entry:
Summer 1944: original inspiration â âFloral Still-Lifeâ logo seen on goods wagon in fields near Flushing.
30 May 1946: associated image â snails seen near Lawrence Farm.
July 1946: âextensionâ in church.
November 1946: moment of disillusionment when logo is seen divested of its visionary aspect.
21 November 1946: letter to Mina Loy articulating âFloral Still-Lifeâ episode.
5 May 1949: further âextensionâ â image potentially associated with goods wagon logo found in a reproduction of van Eyckâs Ghent Altarpiece.
27 February 1950: letter to Mina Loy revised â contents of the 1946 letter reworded and news of van Eyck reproduction âextensionâ added.
Cornell was on his bicycle in the summer of 1944 riding in the direction of a house he refers to as âMalba Houseâ. He was cycling through fields beyond Flushing. Passing him on the road was a small goods truck with a logo or trademark on its side that advertised the meat and fish the company sold. Because of the rural scene â fields, grasses, flowers â in which the meat and fish logo was glimpsed; because of the fact that Cornell was in the vicinity of âMalba Houseâ; and because he was riding his bicycle and therefore âin motionâ, there was a âmetamorphosis of the sign into the more poeticalâ.56 He saw a connection between the logo and still-life paintings by the Dutch masters that display âflowers and ediblesâ.
All the various elements compounded to make the âmetamorphosisâ into the âpoeticalâ. âMalba Houseâ was included because he could see in his mindâs eye a still-life by one of the Dutch masters hanging there: âa painting in the old house on the hill in an earlier day or dreamâ.57 A number of his day-dreams and visions around 1944 had centred on this building, while Thomas De Quinceyâs essay âThe English Mail-Coachâ (1849) served as a reference point highlighting the excitement of travelling.58 Cornell noted âwagons and vehicles in motion, vehicles of fantasyâ.59 The weather conditions were also significant, and became more so on Cornellâs second sighting of the truck (the moment of disillusionment in November 1946). However, in the summer (or perhaps it was the autumn60) of 1944 he noted the âdew on the side of the truck in cloudy weather etc, the sign thought of at a different time of day. Early morning going through fields and becoming part of the sceneâ.61
The account of the moment of disillusionment is given in Cornellâs letter to Mina Loy, which opens with a description of the weather:
Autumn seems to be in such a quandary this year. . . And why am I writing to you about the weather? BECAUSE yesterday afternoon, hung about with mist, a really ambiguous afternoon for Fall; I came across a smoked-fish delivery truck parked on the shabby fringe of a shopping center near us. On the side of this small vehicle . . . painted an enseigne in the form of a still life of various stock, fat pieces of meat surmounted by whole fish in colors that make one think it might at one time have been a bright decalcomania, silvery whites and greys . . . Viewed close the background sky blue betrayed beneath black lettering of a former, less picturesque, version of a trade-mark. The effect as shabby and uninspired as the afternoon. What I am leading up to is the lesson in INSPIRATION that shabby little enseigne held for me. For I glimpsed that in MOTION exactly two years ago for the first time on a beautifully clear shining day on a ride on my bicycle to an unfamiliar section near the water wonderfully evocative of the American past in the unfolding panorama, rural, creative in its...