Where to Draw the Line

How to Set Healthy Boundaries Every Day

Anne Katherine

• Publisher: Touchstone
• Year: 2012
• ISBN:
  9781439148099
• Topic: Psychologie
• Subtopic: Zwischenmenschliche Beziehungen in der Psychologie

From the acclaimed author of the perennial favorite Boundaries, Where to Draw the Line is a practical guide to establishing and maintaining healthy boundaries in many different situations. With every encounter, we either demonstrate that we'll protect what we value or that we'll give ourselves away. Healthy boundaries preserve our integrity. Unlike defenses, which isolate us from our true selves and from those we love, boundaries filter out harm.This book provides the tools and insights needed to create boundaries so that we can allow time and energy for the things that matter—and helps break down limiting defenses that stunt personal growth. Focusing on every facet of daily life—from friendships and sexual relationships to dress and appearance to money, food, and psychotherapy—Katherine presents case studies highlighting the ways in which individuals violate their own boundaries or let other people breach them. Using real-life examples, from self-sacrificing mothers to obsessive neat freaks, she offers specific advice on making choices that balance one's own needs with the needs of others.Boundaries are the unseen structures that support healthy, productive lives. Where to Draw the Line shows readers how to strengthen them and hold them in place every day.

Chapter 1

WHAT ARE BOUNDARIES?

Pause a moment. Stand on the earth and sense the spiral of your life. You have not come to this place by chance. All your choices have brought you here.

You created this life by the people you let in and the people you shut out, by giving your time to the quests that matter and by letting hours trickle toward lesser goals, through the pursuits to which you gave your energy, by the pressures to which you gave heed.

Every decision you’ve ever made, step by step, brought you to this pass. In short, your boundaries—or your defenses—created a corridor through which your life moved.

What is a boundary? A boundary is a limit that promotes integrity. At the most elemental level, your skin marks your physical limits. If it is ripped, the integrity of your body is threatened. Your cells hold their shape because a membrane contains them. Your nerves are sheathed. Your brain is protected by blood and bone.

Thousands of other boundaries might also be yours, protecting every treasured aspect of your life—your relationships, your time, your home, the way you do things, your children, your priorities, your health, and your money. These boundaries are unseen, held in place by your decisions and actions.

A boundary is a limit. By the limits you set, you protect the integrity of your day, your energy and spirit, the health of your relationships, the pursuits of your heart. Each day is shaped by your choices. When you violate your own boundaries or let another violate them, stuffing spills out of your life.

A boundary is like a membrane that keeps an organism intact. It lets positive things through. It keeps harmful things out. In this way it operates quite differently from a defense, which indiscriminately keeps things out.

Boundaries provide a clear moral compass. They keep us on track. They protect the important, tender parts of ourselves.

Look at the parts of your life that work, that have integrity. This wholeness comes from the limits you have set to protect them.

Any part of your life that is not working can be improved by boundaries. Whether the organism is you, your body, your health, a friendship, your marriage, your work, or your energy, its integrity can be strengthened by boundaries.

This book is a boundary handbook. It can help you discover the walls that are missing as well as rules or customs that confine you to one place, preventing you from occupying the wider spaces. It will also expose defenses that you may have erected in place of healthy boundaries—defenses that may do a lot of harm to you and your relationships.

We all make constant decisions about how to use this minute and that minute, whether to say yes or no to that request, whether to respond to a friend’s need or rest a bit. It’s the little decisions that can use up our lives, that can either support or sabotage our larger mission.

This book is about how to handle the daily demands of life in a way that protects your time and energy for the things that matter. It can help you to be clearer about what to include and what to leave out, so that you can fill the spaces of your life with the people, activities, and pursuits that are truly yours.

You are the only one who can change your life.

Chapter 2

TIME BOUNDARIES

Sarah had set the day aside to pack the kitchen. Her house had been sold and she had five days before moving day. This was the last big project. She had just this day for it because, starting tomorrow, only her evenings would be free for the last bits of organizing.

She was having trouble getting started. The kitchen was the last room to be packed before the move, and it symbolized the end of a period of her life. Her divorce would soon be final. She was leaving a house she had loved. Throughout the kitchen were reminders of past happiness—the bulb vase she and her husband bought on a wild Sunday shopping spree, the plates they’d chosen their first year together, a stack of old Christmas cards stuck at the back of a junk drawer.

Sarah put on some peppy music, drank some high-octane coffee, and started with the glasses, thinking something easy would get her going. She was right. She soon hit the “zone,” packing boxes with amazing speed.

The doorbell rang. Michelle Freeland was dropping by to see how she was doing. Sarah liked this friendly, outgoing neighbor who clearly wished to sit and chat awhile. She invited Michelle in—and soon faced a dilemma. Michelle was fun and entertaining, and she loved to talk. Michelle’s talk was always interesting, never boring, but Sarah didn’t want to lose her momentum. Yet Michelle had come over for Sarah’s sake. She was offering a friendly ear and a sympathetic heart for Sarah to turn to. However, Sarah knew from experience that getting involved in a conversation with Michelle could take hours out of her day.

What would you do?

1. Drop everything, sit with Michelle, and talk for hours.

2. Cut Michelle off right at the beginning before anything could get started, and hustle her out of the house.

3. Compromise by offering her a cup of coffee, chatting an hour, and then graciously ending the conversation.

4. Ask Michelle to help with packing.

Any of the above could be the right answer, depending on the process you followed and the degree to which you were choosing from your own priorities.

Here’s what Sarah did. As she invited Michelle into the house, she quickly assessed for herself what her greatest need was. If she had been bent over with grief, she would have dropped everything and turned to Michelle, who could be trusted with secrets and had a large, compassionate heart.

She decided, however, that she didn’t need comforting and didn’t even really want Michelle’s help with packing. Sarah wanted to use the process of sifting through memory-laden items as a way of debriefing herself from her marriage.

She also decided not to dispatch Michelle immediately. Sarah had faith in her own ability to stop the conversation when she needed to, and she wanted to have a bit of time with this good person before she left the neighborhood.

So, she offered Michelle a cup of coffee, they sat at the table, and she got some comfort as she talked about the pain of handling certain souvenirs of intimacy. Michelle offered to help pack, and Sarah explained clearly why she wanted to do it herself. When her internal clock said “enough,” Sarah leaned forward and interrupted Michelle, saying, “I want to resume packing now. You’ve helped me a lot and I can tell I’m ready to get back into it.”

Michelle offered again to help. Sarah thanked her, then reaffirmed that it was a part of the separation process for her and she wanted to do it alone. They parted with a hug.

Getting that comfort break and honoring her own needs actually spurred Sarah on. She felt less alone as she plowed through the junk drawer. She felt that she had handled the situation in a way that protected her own needs.

TIME MARKS THE PASSAGE OF LIFE

Time is a precious commodity. We pay for another’s time when they baby-sit or prepare our tax return. We read books that tell us how to use time well. We divvy out time to those who demand it, sometimes giving more to strangers than to the people we love. We don’t always save enough time for ourselves.

Are you using your minutes wisely if you pass a lilac bush without taking a sniff? Are you feeling the fluid motion of your muscles as you charge from one event to another? Do you stop to look at a baby, gaze into the eyes of a dog, or watch the antics of a cat?

My sister is one of the finest people in the world. She always values individual people above all else. To her, no task is as important as sitting down and regarding whatever human has wandered into her sphere. She will abandon a task or a plan in order to connect with another. When she does this, she is adhering to her own highest values.

I am different. I carve niches for all the things I need and want to do, budget my time for each, and then proceed in a fairly orderly fashion through my plan. I love the people in my life and I make sure to create time to be with them—but I also require great gulps of silence, reflection, and time alone. I create boundaries so that I can have each experience.

People show up on my sister’s doorstep all the time, and they inevitably receive a welcome reception. Only neighbors show up on my doorstep without an invitation, and they know to avoid visiting during my creative time.

My sister and I have each created for ourselves the type of life that suits us. Neither one of us wrong.

Some people have to get the chores done before they can relax with friends; others are entirely comfortable pushing tasks aside and making chores wait. One person might take time to relax before starting a project; another might not be able to relax till the project is finished.

My sister and I have different approaches, but both our lives work. When you manage your time according to your own healthy sense of how to order things, your own life will work, even if your way is different from some efficient, sensible method promoted in a time management book.

TAKE AUTHORITY OVER TIME

Your time is your life. You are absolutely the final authority on how you will use it.

Of course, you may choose to “sell” some of your time to a person or organization. Then that person—a boss, client, or customer—will have jurisdiction over a defined portion of your time.

Otherwise, though, your time is yours, no one else’s. Ultimately, it’s your life that will be used up by your decisions. No one is as accountable for the use of your time as you, and no one will pay the consequences for those decisions as much as you will.

We hurt ourselves when we give our time, the minutes of our life span, to pursuits that don’t match our own values. We each need to assess our own truths around the use of time, be clear about our own feelings and values, and protect our own time needs.

People tend to fall somewhere along a continuum between the extremes of always giving away their time to never allowing for any flexibility at all. Either extreme can be a problem. Scheduling so rigid as to rule out a change of mind or the insertion of a new need creates tension and distance. Yet an agenda that collapses too easily, a plan that is blown aside by every shift of the wind, can mean that the minutes of your life are being vacuumed by the needs of others. Giving no thought at all to the use of your time lets your life melt away like snow.

CHOICES

Some of us organize our time, some of us do not. Some of us are flexible with our schedules; some of us are rigid. A person who looks rigid to others may feel organized and in control. A person who looks disorganized may feel flexible and available.

There isn’t a single right way to be. A large range on the continuum can allow for a balance between protecting your own time needs and taking into account the needs of the people in your life. Too great an extreme in either direction can curtail intimacy, both with yourself and others. To get close to others, some flexibility, availability, and openness are required. And if you want intimacy with yourself, you must be able to protect your time for taking care of yourself, giving yourself islands of peace and nonactivity.

Good time boundaries include knowing how to create a balanced schedule, when to shift events and when to keep them, and how to alter commitments when your personal needs require attention.

Perhaps, for example, you planned dinner with Rosa and now see that you absolutely have to have that evening by yourself. Giving respectful notice to Rosa and rescheduling with her in the same conversation conveys the message that you do want to be with her, and simultaneously takes care of your immediate needs. However, to cancel or change too many times with Rosa will cause her to back out of the relationship. She’ll consider you a less intimate friend because she’ll learn not to count on you.

Your best approach of all would be to learn how much time and energy you can allot to friends, then set up arrangements that match your capacity so that you aren’t constantly changing appointments with them. (Occasionally you might still go through with a date simply because you catch on to your own tiredness too late to change it without creating a problem. And sometimes you may just have to cancel even though it’s the very last minute.)

The point is not to do it perfectly every time. There is no perfect way to balance your own needs with your desire to be a good friend. But you’ll find your schedule improving if you hold an intention to be respectful both to yourself and others in your use of time.

By noticing your patterns, paying attention to the consequences of your decisions, and adjusting in the direction of balance, you’ll come to feel less harried, more rested, and more available.

Now, look at yourself. Where do you fall on the continuum? Are you closer to rigidity or chaos?

If you don’t mind being sidetracked or interrupted because that reflects your own values, fine. But are you giving up the minutes of your life because you don’t know...