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CHAPTER 1
Hungry
I make my stand upon pig.
āCHARLES LAMB
Though I was born and raised in the South, I grew up entirely barbecueless. My birthplace of Lafayette, Louisiana, the hub city of Cajun culture, occasionally harbored a franchise chain out of Texas or Tennessee, but none endured for very long or, for that matter, served up any meat that any self-respecting Texan or Tennessean would deem to be quality barbecue. Louisianans, especially those in Cajun country, are a people raised on the hog but not barbecue. A few links of boudin, a pork, rice, and spice-filled sausage, best eaten still warm while sitting on the hood of your car or truck, is my favorite snack. We consume plenty of cured pork products, like tasso, andouille, and smoked sausage. Although itās a disappearing custom, Cajun families still gather for a harvest-season pig slaughter and curing called a boucherie that, accompanied by music, dancing, and too much alcohol, extends over a weekend. Elsewhere in Cajun country, men roast suckling pigs, called cochon de lait, or āpig in milkā in French, a rite of spring in a handful of small towns.
Growing up in the suburbs, I hazily remember seeing a barbecue pit in the backyard of my family home, not that it saw much use. Neither of my two dads, my birth father nor my stepfather, fired up the Weber for a Sunday rack of ribs, much less to char-grill a hamburger. Not that my two brothers and I were raised on a meat-free diet. Because my mother managed a steakhouse, we were a beef family, spoiled with the riches of steak. I worked as a busboy at her restaurant throughout my teenage years, and, on a whim, I can still conjure up the scent of seared steaks sizzling in pools of molten butter, as if the essence of beef had seeped into my skin.
Throughout my college years, while living in New Orleans, on several occasions en route to concerts or to visit friends, I detoured through hellish Atlanta traffic for Styrofoam takeout trays of charred and fatty bones from Fat Mattās Rib Shack. Later, and further afield, I road-tripped to the Hill Country surrounding Austin with the sole intent of tasting a half dozen or so sausages and beef briskets, each more fat capped and smoke ringed than the next, to round out a gluttonous vacation that was very nearly pleasurable enough to make me consider moving to Texas. Eventually, I moved up to New York for a graduate degree and dined at Blue Smoke, a posh Murray Hillāarea restaurant that covered the breadth of the nationās barbecue cultures, complete with a complementary wine list.
For me, barbecue, in all its forms, existed as a vague notion. Real barbecue truly remained a mystery, lingering, like smoke, at an intangible distance. But in the summer of 2008 I traveled throughout Memphis recording oral historiesācapturing the narrative histories and the personal stories behind the foodāas a freelancer for the Southern Foodways Alliance, a University of Mississippiābased organization devoted to, as their mission states, ādocumenting, studying, and celebrating the diverse food cultures of the changing American South.ā
I saw this documentary project as an opportunity to connect with my southern roots.
So there, in Memphis, I consumed as much barbecue as I could find: twice, three times, and, at least once, five times in a single day. I gnawed on the famous dry-rubbed ribs at Charlie Vergosā Rendezvous, the downtown grande dame of barbecue restaurants. I snacked on barbecue nachos alongside college students at the crowd-pleasing Central BBQ. I guiltily gulped down a terrible chopped barbecue sandwich at an indoor shooting range, where Second Amendment advocates took practice shots at paper targets printed with the face of Hillary Clinton. I ate all the only-in-Memphis specialties: barbecue rib tips, barbecue bologna sandwiches, barbecue Cornish game hens, and barbecue spaghetti.
By the time I left Memphis I liked barbecueācertainly didnāt love itāand had eaten enough of the stuff to think that I understood it. To riff on T. S. Eliotās āThe Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock,ā I had known smoked sausages, briskets, porks; I could measure out my life with plastic sporks. The art of barbecued meats seemed simple enough, I thought: meat meet heat.
But it was on a trip beyond the city to Silerās Old Time BBQ in Henderson, Chester County, Tennessee, that I realized that, concerning barbecue, I didnāt know a damn thing.
I arrived at the barbecue house just in time to catch the yellow, rust-worn Chevy pickup back into a gravel-lined gap between the kitchen and the pit house. A single pale-pink trotter stuck out of the truckās bed, pointing accusatorially at the driver and the concealed-carry weapon permit sticker on the back window. Ronnie Hampton dipped out of the cab and ambled toward me. He wore a camouflage baseball cap sunk low over half-open eyes and crooked nose, his tongue steadily rolled a toothpick, and he seemed to exist in a perpetual state of drowsy awareness that only old dogs can channel. He ignored my presence, my wide-eyed ogling of his truckās cargo, and unlatched the tailgate to reveal three hogs stacked and shrink-wrapped in glossy black contractor-sized garbage bags. They looked so much like body bagsāthree Mafia-dispatched corpses ready for disposal in New Jerseyās Pine Barrensāthat I had to remind myself that this was just barbecue.
This is just barbecue.
Except it was not the sort of barbecue I recognized to be barbecue: a rack of ribs smoking on the Weber grill; licking sugary sauce from sticky fingers; baseball, backyards, and the Fourth of July.
This was an animal. Still bleeding, though just barely.
I leaned in closer. Amidst a pile of spent Gatorade and beer bottles, a spare tire, and a length of weed-whacker twine, each body bagāimperfectly wrapped, or perhaps too small to hold the carcassāspilled out its contents of flesh and fat and blood. The hogs had been split along the spine, their internal organs and heads removed. The flabby neck meat, remaining attached to the right-side shoulder, hung flapping like a massive, fatty tongue against the truckās bed. Raw meat met rust. Sanguinary fluids merged with a decadeās buildup of grease, tar, and mud.
Thereās a reason geneticists and other biotechnologists believe that surgeons will soon be harvesting organs from genetically modified pigs for human transplantation: inside and out we are very much the same. These poor pigs looked remarkably human.
Alive and breathing just a couple of hours ago, the hogs still radiated heat, adding unwanted degrees to an already steamy July morning. The flies had arrived before I did, buzzing back and forth between the skināpatchily jaundiced and cantaloupe mottledāand the exposed flesh. Feasting.
Chris Siler came bursting out of the kitchenās back doors with a knife in hand. The new owner of Silerās Old Time BBQ, here in Henderson, Chester County, Tennessee, was as lumbering as Hampton was whip thin. Under a black chefās apron he wore a red T-shirt and a pair of bright blue Wrangler overalls with oversized pockets.
Dragging the first hog to the tailgateās lip, Siler tore open the plastic wrapping. With the pig on its back, he used his left hand to pry open the cavity. Wiping the sweat from his face, he then gently ran the blade, sinking no deeper than an inch, along where the animalās backboneānow split in twoāonce united and divided the animal. As he reached the hogās midsection, streams of blood began issuing from some unseen wellspring, pooling in one side of the curved rib cage. This pig had been alive earlier this morning. Sweat dripped from the tip of Silerās nose and forehead, commingling with the blood.
He grabbed a trotter, and concentrating on his knife workābiting his tongue between teeth and lipsāhe rotated the blade around the midpoint of the hogās four feet, marking superficial circular incisions into the skin. Ronnie Hampton reentered the scene, his black-gloved right hand holding a reciprocating saw. He had Silerās five-year-old son in tow.
This was the exact moment young Gabriel came to see. As his father held down the hogās bottom half, Hampton began grinding away at the front-left trotter. The saw spat out bone, blood, and sinew. Gabriel skipped around the truck, screaming, laughing, delighting in the joy of another pig getting made ready for the pit. He stopped to tell meātaking the lollipop from his mouthāthat he could not wait until he was big and strong enough to lift a hog.
The saw and the meat, combined with the promise of smoke and fire, did more than excite a version of southern exoticism within me; these rituals unlocked a deeply held memory. I was instantly and quite uncomfortably put in mind of my mother, who, in one of my earliest recollections, I can see slashing through a short loin with an electric band saw. Her thriving steakhouseāthis was before the days of prepackaged, Cryovaced steaksācut the following dayās quota of New York strips, filets, and rib eyes. When any given employee became a no-show, my mom took up his position, even if that meant being the butcher. It was brutal, violent work, not maternal in the least. The next fifteen minutes went by in the blur and whine of the saw blade. By the time Gabriel had stopped reveling in the rendering of pig flesh, twelve disembodied trotters stood macabrely piled in the truckās bed. I was sickened. I was thrilled. I was hungry.
I walked inside to order a barbecue sandwich.
The dining room of Silerās was a jumble of southern stereotypes, minus the rusted tin sign advertisements, worn farm equipment, and other vintage bric-a-brac that define the Cracker Barrel aesthetic. There were stacks of Wonder bread buns piled high along the painted cinder-block walls, a plastic plant in each corner, and squeeze bottles full of barbecue sauce on every table. On the walls, inspirational Christian curios mingled with pig iconography and family photographs. The Ten Commandments hung over the cash register. Most of the clientele had long passed the minimum AARP age, but that would be appropriate as Silerās Old Time BBQ was Henderson, Tennesseeās last authentic barbecue joint and one of the last surviving wood-cooked whole-hog pit houses in the entire South.
I paid for my barbecue sandwich and took a seat at the table, brushing a sesame seed from the red-gingham-clothed table.
My sandwich appeared as a grease-slicked, wax-papered parcel speared with a toothpick. I unwrapped the barbecue bundle to find a rather sad-looking plain white hamburger bun leaking what appeared to be ketchup. Disappointed by what aesthetically amounted to fast food rubbish, I rotated the wax paper clockwise to get a look at the sandwichās backside. There, teasingly poking through the two halves of bread, was a single, sly tendril of meat. Tossing the top bun aside, I uncovered a baseball-sized mound of mixed white and dark pork: thick, ropey strands of alabaster flesh curling serpentine around chunks of smoke-stained shoulder, some pieces of which still contained black-charred bits of skin. It was all smothered in a heavily pepper flecked coleslaw containing little else but chopped cabbage and ketchup.
Using my hands, I started forking the meat into my mouth. Each bite seemed to reveal a different part of the pig. I could discern, with tongue and teeth, the textural differences between the soft, unctuous belly meat and the firm, almost jerky-dry shoulder. The slaw added softly alternating rushes of sweet and heat to each smoke-tinged taste.
In Memphis I had eaten barbecue more times than Iād like to count, but this was the first time I truly tasted barbecue. Every bite transported me to a South I partially recognized but had never really known: a porky place, a swine-swilled space, a region where barbecue was āever so much more than just the meat,ā as the southern historian and journalist John Egerton once penned. I was tasting history, culture, ritual, and race. I was eating the South and all its exceptionalities, commonalities, and horrorsāa whole litany of the good, the bad, and the ugly. Everything I loathed and everything I loved about the region I called home.
This was not just barbecue, this was place cooked with wood and fire.
As I took another bite, while rolling this possible connection over in my mind, Chris Siler joined me at the table. āIāve been doing barbecue for a few years now,ā he announced by way of introduction, but also a testament to his expertise. He warned me that he talked too much, which he proceeded to do, not that I minded.
He grew up in the type of southern town where you know your history and wonāt ever forget your last nameāSilerton, the smallest incorporated town in Hardeman County, little more than a farm hamlet of a hundred or so residents, where, as he described, ātheyāre all kin to me one way or another.ā It was in those lean years following the Civil War that two sets of four brothers, eight Siler men and their accompanying Siler families, set out from Siler City, North Carolina, to resettle in the timber forests east of Memphis. They followed a previous generation of Carolinians who had trekked to west-central Tennessee following Andrew Jacksonās Native American removal policy. There, Silers begat more Silers. Eventually the Gulf, Mobile and Northern Railroad showed up, hungry for hardwood lumber. But it didnāt take long for the timber trade to dry up, the woodlands laid bare. The Silers traded forestry for hog and cattle farming.
Chris Siler was not born on a farm, he made sure to emphasize, but āin between farms.ā His father long ago left the family trade to open an auto body shop in the nearby town of Bolivar, but still felt it important to expose the young Siler to the farm life, or, as he termed it, to ālease outā his son. Heād pasture the cattle: separating calf from cow, keeping the land evenly grazed. For two weeks each winter heād have to clean out the dairy barnāāthe really nasty downsideā of it all.
The dividends from working on his uncleās hog farm far outweighed those of the dairy. In the fall they would slaughter a hog. The hind legs would be sugar-cured and hung in the familyās old-fashioned smokehouseāhoney hams for next yearās holiday season. The hand-crank grinder took care of the rest. āThey would line me and my cousins up and every one of them would take a turn until their arm gave out.ā Two to three days were spent grinding the shoulders, loin, and belly; spicing the meat with red pepper; stuffing casings and forming homemade sausage links.
The whole time during our interview he exuded a buzz of boundless, youthful energy, politely excusing himself from the table to greet customers, fix sandwiches, herd his two young children away from my tape recorder, and warmly direct his employees. He appeared able to do all of these duties and more within just a minuteās time. This energy was matched with a serene religiosity. He hinted at a trouble-filled pastādrugs, alcoholāand a born-again redemption. Now thirty-three years old, with a family and a business, he felt imbued with a purpose to serve barbecue and thank the Lord every day for the opportunity.
After I finished my sandwich, he jumped up to grab me a taste of what he called āa happy accident,ā his latest experiment in sauce making. He returned holding a square tray laden with a pair of massive, fatty, meaty pork ribs. āI had a goal when we opened up that I was going to change the ribs. I wanted something that would make our ribs stand out where it would be something that people would want more. Instead of just going back to using our regular sauce, I just decided one day I was going to get back here in the back and take a mixing bucket and see what happened.ā He started throwing ingredients in his plastic bucket: spices, vinegar, those elements found in a traditional barbecue sauce. Because sauces in West Tennessee are sugary, he needed some nectar. He wanted something different but familiar, a punch of sweetness that embodied this place and himself. Instead of reaching for the jug of corn syrup from Piggly Wigglyāthe staple cheap sweetener for barbecue sauces across the nationāhe sent an employee to C&R Grocery, the little country store and gas station across the street, to fetch a gallon of locally produced sorghum molasses. āWhen I got done I had something that I really liked, and I cooked a rack of ribs and gave it away as samples and, you know, we had people standing at the counter sucking on the bone.ā Rib sales had nearly doubled since he changed the sauce recipe.
Golden lacquered, with meat separating from bone, the ribs looked so sticky, I got the feeling that if I looked at them too hard, my eyes would cement shut. They emanated a multidimensional perfume of rich sugars and that earthy medicinal funk common to sweet sorghum. This was not the syrup some southerners drizzle on their morning griddlecakes, according to Siler, but an industrial-strength molasses, colored ānearly black. Very, very, very dark. Too dark and too thick to sell by itself. At room temperature itās almost solid.ā
This guy, these ribs are gonna be famous, I thought to myself. This approachātaking a locally sourced historical ingredient and pairing it with a conventional recipeāwent beyond ordinary barbecue. This was some cheffy, Culinary Institute of Americaātrained, forward-type thinking, without any hint at trend surfing.
āItās very expensive to make because of the sorghum,ā Siler said. āThey make a yearās supply in the month of September. Now Iām out, and Iāve done run the country store across the road out, so Iām trying to get ahold of them to see if they had any leftovers still put up.ā
Just in case, I swiped my finger across the surface of the paper tray until I had licked the plate clean.
Siler led me back outside. On the path to the smokehouse, he nodded toward his pitmaster, the man he referred to as his āfull-time cook,ā and sighed, āI wish I could find a way to pay him more.ā Ronnie Hampton sat in quiet repose on an upturned tree stump, staring at a boisterous fire, smoking a cigarette.
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