III
DESCANT
Beneath the sidewalkās iron grates, those ice-slicked portals
to an underworld of trains
whose tunnelled rush became a womanās voiceā
how easy, in that long Manhattan winter, to hear Persephone
mourning sunlit earth and its maternal warmth,
also mourning the taste
of those sweet red seeds. How easy now to hear
her whisper through chill wind,
a thousand miles south from a man who whispered love
deep in his throat as snow-pocked obsidian windows
turned violet then crimson.
Beyond my empty classroomās rattling panes,
a tree clings to its few last gaudy leaves; from the parking lot
of this girlsā school, some muted rock-and-roll rises
with forbidden smoke.
Who wants to study when her winter prom
is just a week away?ā
by then more letters will crowd my gradebookās pages
in a well-ordered train. But what chaotic gods
the heart has always worshipped;
and would my students gape in disbelief
if I told them how quickly I undress when someone whispers love,
shed my clothes on floors that seem to cleave
beneath my feet? Outside,
those almost-naked trees surround a fountain
like the mythic one
that virgin goddess vanished by; its chitoned girls
shyly bend their heads as Cupid grins and clutches
his bow, graffiti scrawled
on one plump leg:
Virginia Harry.
Arenāt all women Persephone, lost to the dark allure of sex
between parted sheets, waiting for flesh to warm them
while invisible mothers
tear their long robes, cry to the chilling earth
and cloudy deaf heaven?
Clasping that manās body, once I whispered the name
of a daughter as longed-for, and even untouched,
as the body mourned
by any woman whoās lost herself again,
a daughter whose first sounds would silence the parking lotās traffic
and rustling trees outside, a daughter like me
whose cry said Iāll love you
till trees turn red with fruit and dying leaves,
till your sweet eyes are closed
with pennies; Iāll leave you for love for love for love.
HISTORY
Itās blood, and generals who were the cause,
Shadows we study for school. In Nashville, lines
Of a Civil War battle are marked, our heroes
The losers. Map clutched in one fist, my bike
Wobbling, Iāve traced assaults and retreats,
Horns blowing when I stopped. The Southās hurried
And richer now; its ranch-house Taras display
Gilt-framed ancestors and silver hidden
When the Yankees came, or bought at garage sales.
History is bunk. But whoād refute that woman
Last night, sashaying toward the barās exit
In cowboy boots to drawl her proclamation?ā
āYou can write your own epitaph, baby,
Iām outta hereācomprendo?āIām history.ā
THE OLD SLAVE MARKET, CHARLESTON
āMay, 1992
The cracked bricks have loosened with age, with two earthquakes
rivalling any that collapse skyscrapers elsewhere;
with twenty hurricanes, the last whose devastation
left in its wake scaffolds around the pastel walls
of stately columned houses and breeze-front piazzas;
around the steeple of St. Michaelās, the oldest churchā
or is that St. Philipās? Words like āfirstā and āoldestā
spark arguments here, though surely not on this gift
of a spring afternoon. I finger baskets made
by plaiting sea-grasses, an art which may die out
with women who sell in this tourist-crammed market
on weekends, weaving new holders for bread-loaves,
dried flowers, or jewelry. āBasket ladies,ā theyāre called,
& a few feet away hang Christmas ornaments
that resemble them: black wooden silhouettes
wearing real bandanna headrags. A founding father
gave this land to the city, a permanent marketplace
for anything but slaves, natives are quick to tell you.
Its name comes from the field hands used for hauling barrels
of rice & indigo, ripe-to-exploding peaches
& tomatoes, from plantation wagons; or stacking
cotton bales between brick pillars while the auctioneer
took bids, his voice echoing through salt-heavy air.
Now, two thousand miles distant, the glass shatters
from Los Angeles storefronts built to weather nothing
but daily traffic, the quick glances of passersby
en route to bus stops or street corner deals, at worst
the usual burglaries, with metal grating drawn
at closing time, with alarm bells & triple-locks.
āOur first multiracial riots,ā a newsman proclaimed,
voiced-over shots of whites, blacks, & Hispanics
who carried armfuls of wrenches & clocks, sparkplugs
& a butcherās fat hams. They rushed through streets littered
with broken liquor bottles, foam-spewing cans of beer
dropped by those running from police or store owners.
Or each other. Lawn sprinklers, cartons of Twinkies
& cigarettes, rhinestone necklaces in gutters,
on sidewalks, in hands trembling with adrenalin
& greed. The womanās hands before me are steady,
sinewed from generations of slavesā hardscrabble,
the continuing lineage of taking in laundry,
diapering white babies in bay-windowed nurseries,
polishing silver to grace meals eaten off china
passed down from mother to daughter, except for
those dinner plates dropped too hard in sinks, tea cups
allowed to smash on floors always swept clean before
the bus ride home. Ignoring signs above her cashbox,
her newspaper folded beside it, the woman lights
a cigarette, tosses the match too near the grass
piled at her feet, as if wanting conflagration,
as if wanting to see huge flames weave their bright orange
& red together, then lift their work toward a sky
today unclouded with judgment, perhaps waiting
another century before darkening with flood-rains,
before loosing winds which may or may not blow
these famed houses & churches, these old brick walls, down.
HOUND DOG
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