Chapter 1
Premise 1: GodâWe Can Know that He is Here
In this chapter I aim to show that:
1. Belief in God is a moral, not intellectual issue
2. God must, per definition be good
3. God has not hidden HimselfâHe is revealing His presence so clearly that it is beyond doubt
4. Man does not seek God, so God will seek man
5. Faith can be placed in a fact or a relationship; for instance, âI believe that the Earth is roundâ but it can also mean to have faith in a person: trust in God or a neighbor
My own beginning
I grew up in one of the most secular cultures in the world, but I was, of course, not aware of that at the time. Despite this, I became a Christian when I was seven years old. I was on my own in my bedroom as it was past my bedtime. Before I went to sleep I asked God to make me a Christian. He did. I jumped out of bed, went downstairs and shared my newly found faith with everybody in my family. Their reaction was less than enthusiastic. I was reminded, in no uncertain terms, that it was bed time, so back to bed I went. It was not the glorious start of the Christian life that many others describe, but despite this humble beginning, I never forgot my prayer and I never needed to say it again.
None of my close friends were believers, but they were very nice guys. We had a lot of fun, spending every week-end out in the amazing Nordic forests, discussing every part of life that we were aware of. In my experience, nothing (besides knowing God and our family relationships) can be compared to spending midsummer nights in the forestâencountering moose, fox, all kinds of birds and armed only with cameras and fishing gear. Those experiences shaped us all, and to this day I, for one, feel that unless I sleep outside under a bare sky at least once a year, itâs a lost year.
Growing up, I realized there was one significant idea that almost everyone seemed to take for granted: one cannot be sure that there is a God, and, if there is a God He is far away, and too busy running the universe to be interested in a cosmically insignificant me. Most religious people who had adopted this mindset seemed really to only expect psychological comfort from their faith, more than tangible reality. So most of my life I was told that I could never be absolutely certain that God exists. To believe in Godâs existence was purely a matter of blind faith. This ingrained cultural falsehood has profound implications in todayâs world.
Most people saw faith not as faith in God as He has revealed Himself in the Bible and throughout history, but rather faith in a religious system whose values made the world a better place. Adhering to the values was the only acceptable (albeit a very narrow) definition of faith. Faith, understood as trusting in a personal God that you with intellectual certainty know is there, sounded to many like a contradiction. It was not even on the radar of most peopleâs horizons. Relational faith had been wiped out by years of muddled intellectual work at theological faculties. This uncertainty spread to the largest denominations and from there on to the general population throughout Europe and America. I vividly remember one of my favorite teachers tellingly correcting a friend of mine who tried to guess the right answer in geography class: âYou may believe when you are in church. In class, weâre only interested in facts.â
People seemed to think that if God existed He must have withdrawn, and may not really want to be found. My favorite author when I was young, Per Lagerkvist, the Nobel laureate, who had an uncanny ability to speak right into me and many in my generation, worked from that assumption.
I was engrossed in his stories, absorbing some of Lagerkvistâs feelings, while not wholly convinced by his world view which seemed to communicate that if there was a God, he was far away, mysterious and unpredictable. While I would never have gone that far, as most teenagers do, I often felt that as humans we were on a lonely and senseless cosmic trip going nowhere. But this hopeless scenario was often overridden by a stirring conviction that there must be more to reality than this.
Lagerkvist grew up in a believing, pietistic home. That particular Christian context was characterized by deep faith, while in its Scandinavian context, it could also be legalistic and a-rational. Within this context, the way to find God was through spiritual and often emotional experiences, and once you had these there was no need for further thought.
Lagerkvist, as well as thousands of others with him, felt alienated by this approach. I suspect Lagerkvist was actually a reluctant rejector of faith in Christ, but it probably seemed to him that existential emptiness and anxiety was the only honest alternative to faith within this scenario. In this way, he became the Existentialist spokesperson for a whole generation of Scandinavians.
The pietistic revivals in the seventeen and eighteen-hundreds swept powerfully over northern Europe and filled the intense longing for God that had been left unanswered by the state churches, but the revivals did not lay a foundation for the continued, healthy growth of the whole church. The consequences of that particular combinationâon one hand, a church that was seen as primarily a protector of existing culture and on the other, a renewal movement that was not at all interested in answering the fundamental and honest questions it raisedâcreated, if not the perfect storm, at least the perfect recipe for spiritual apathy.
After a few generations, many now felt that there was no church that seemed interested in giving credible answers, showing the power reality of the early church or with a vision, like the early missionary movements, that brought Christianity to Europe. So the Christian faith came to be looked upon as a crutch for weak people, and secularization logically became a way to prove oneâs freedom from the spiritually irrelevant ideas of cultural preservation and the religious oppression of legalism.
That was a part of my cultural heritage. I still love and have a deep respect for the revivalist believers I grew up under. Without themâtheir example, intercession and loveâI would probably not be a believer today, and it is out of respect for them that I try to share why it is not only possible, but absolutely necessary, to believe in God.
At the same time, I also have respect for the type of agnosticism and respectful atheism that I have lived alongside all of my life. I donât mean the arrogant and irrational atheism we find in todayâs best-selling authors trying to dispute the existence of God: authors who come across more like high school bullies than the sensitive analytical minds of men like Lagerkvist or JĂźrgen Habermas who asked decent and honest questions and who dared to deal with the existential consequences of a life without God. I have met many, thoughtful, but often frustrated persons who are sorely disappointed with religious language without substance and who like one famous philosopher quipped: âWhy should I believe in what the church says, when the theologians themselves donât believe it?â I have had the same question myself, so I can appreciate their position. But I have come to see that there are other and better answersânot new answers, by any stretch of the imagination, but old, ageless and clear answers beyond doubt.
Scandinavia is not the only place we find this disillusionment. All across the Western world we find similar issues. While there are many and complex reasons that led to decades of empty, substance-less religiosity, it is a fact that the last two generations have not encountered Christ in a meaningful way. These are the people who now rule the media world and the political machinery. Their pay-check depends on how well they defend the values and lifestyle of their constituency: a constituency that has no idea of who God is and that would rebel against any concept of a supreme Someone who has the final say over their actions. We get a form of closed loop, where everyone reinforces the message and beliefs and becomes more entrenched.
Faith and Personal Responsibility
But before we look at those old, ageless answers, there is one more aspect that we need to bring up: personal responsibility. You are not destined to become an agnostic or atheist because of the direction taken by your own culture. However little we know, it is our personal responsibility to seek God, and through that relationship with Him to seek to be a blessing to others. That it would be our responsibility might sound like a contradiction to the Western mind, but not in the Semitic worldviewâBiblical thinkingâs original context. The influence of spiritual leaders, cultural direction, personal choices and our response to Godâs active work in our hearts, are all a part of what makes up the human spiritual journey. Even if all those elements point in conflicting directions, God has left enough revelation around to help us find Him. No one is excused from personal responsibility.
The Folly of Dodging Science Artfully
It is neither the will of the majority nor trends in society that decide what is truth, even if the pressure to think like society around us comes from both pundits of the political right and left. The idea of truth is highly controversial today. We cannot live with it, but neither can we live without it. The Bible anchors truth beyond us. It is not found in the majority will of the people or in those who shout the loudest. To extract ourselves from this quagmire we must begin by asking the right questions as honestly and openly as we can. As I have wrestled with the Christian faith as presented in the Bible, I have personally asked a couple of simple questions.
One of the most challenging statements in the Bible is this: âThe fool says in his heart, âThere is no Godâ.â How can the Bible say that, if it is so hard to know that God is here? How can God hold people responsible for not believing what they cannot know for certain?
Assuming that the Bibleâs assertion here is correct, could it be that, in the West, we have actually unlearned the knowledge of the obvious? That we even suppress the thought of the obvious, like the Bible says we doâa form of what present-day psychologists might describe as perceptual defense? Could it be that even the first verses in the Bible tell us something so obvious that we would kick ourselves for not seeing it earlier?
The beginning is often the best place to start. The first words in the Bible are:
âIn the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.â That might sound simple, or even simplistic, but it is the most important piece of concrete information that we have ever given about who He is and who we are.
The first verse in the Bible tells us that there was a beginning of everything in the entire Cosmos. From subatomic particles and galaxies to you and me, we all have our roots in this beginning that happened a long time ago, and this has consequences for us.
If the entire universe had a beginning (a widely accepted scientific view) there must have been a state where there was nothing. No matter, no space, no time, no potentiality. Nothing. Most of us canât imagine that, so we think of nothing as a vast empty space, but there was no space because there would have been no boundaries for that space. Instead, there literally was nothing. Zero.
If we refuse to consider God as the Creator, we are forced to suggest other alternatives to where matter arose from, generating a number of theories about how the universe began out of nothing. These theories are in fact based on the assumption that the universe began out of something, but they cannot explain what that âsomethingâ is. All those alternative theories have one thing in commonâthey are based on a particular leap of faith, i.e. the ill-founded assumption that there is no God. It is certainly possible to suggest other alternatives to God, all of which work on a âwhat ifâ assumption. However, I would maintain that those assumptions are not based on scientific evidence, but are motivated by the common cultural pressure to avoid the God-issue.
Let me illustrate this by taking the idea of the âBig Bangâ as the beginning of the universe. Until the early nineteen-hundreds, most physicists believed that the universe was an eternal entity that was renewed because new hydrogen atoms were being made all the time. Because it was discovered that the universe is expanding, a Belgian priest and astronomer, Georges LemaĂŽtre suggested that it actually must have had a beginning as a single point billions of years ago. A lot of colleagues criticized the idea, now prevalent, because LemaĂŽtre was a Christian and the idea of a beginning of the universe sounded too much like the Genesis creation. The very words âBig Bangâ was coined by a British astronomer, Fred Hoyle, who believed in a static universe and who thought the concept of a beginning as in a âBig Bangâ was ludicrous. (There was no bang in the beginning, by the way, as there would not have been space enough for sound waves).
Scientific research is a God-given ability and is a deeply Christian pursuit, but the discoveries scientists make do not always sit comfortably with us.
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