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Fattah raised his head and looked over at the young nurse with tired, heavy-lidded eyes. Something was bothering him. He held up his gloved hands. The nurse returned his look, her eyebrows raised questioningly. Fattah barked, âOpen it!â
Still confused, the nurse looked nervously back at Fattah, but had no idea what he wanted her to do. âUnbutton my collar!â Fattah croaked. âIâm choking!â And to get her to understand the urgency of his predicament, he made his eyes bulge and gasped for breath.
A pale young woman, her eyes closed, lay on a hospital bed covered with a grimy yellow sheet, spotted with blue and purple stains faded from repeated washing. Her bare, skinny legs were bent at the knees, splayed open under the glaring bright light of a lamp hanging from the ceiling by a chain. She was trembling slightly, as if feverish, and moaning softly through slightly parted lips.
A dull, murky light filtered through the narrow basement windows. The panes were spattered with mud and partly obscured by thick dust and mounds of trash piled up outside. There were no curtains, which was a considerable risk. Outside, a motorcycle suddenly roared past, and the girl on the bed snapped open her eyes and groaned. The doctor and nurse looked up abruptly.
The nurse peeled off her gloves, one after the other, and undid the doctorâs top button. Fattah took a quick breath and said, âFinally... Now the next one; open the next one too!â
Breathing in deeply, keeping his half-open eyes on her, he said, âThank you.â and let out a huge sigh, which smacked the nurse in the face with the sour smell of fermented dough and rotten meat. He closed his eyes in obvious satisfaction.
The girl on the narrow bed slowly turned her head and looked at them out of the corner of her eye. Then she bit her lip and let out another moan. She was clearly in pain.
Fattahâs flushed, flabby double chin had settled back into his loosened collar. He glanced down at the girl and grumbled, âThese whores! They give it away for free, but when it comes time to get married, all of a sudden they remember theyâre virgins only from the neck up!â
There was something malicious in his tone of voice, and he looked around as if to see the effect on his patient and the nurse.
âSluts!â the nurse agreed.
Fattah resumed his work. He took a piece of sterile gauze from a stainless-steel tray and cleaned the area between the girlâs legs. âHurts, doesnât it?â he said with pleasure in his voice.
The girlâs eyes flickered open and she nodded. Fattah said drily, âYouâre not at a party, my dear. This is a surgery! You shouldâve thought of that before!â
Then, indicating the stainless-steel tray, he said to the nurse, âPass me that.â
The nurse pushed the cart closer to him. Fattah picked up a pair of scissors. When the girl saw the scissors, she began to wince and whimper again. Fattah scowled at her and, with hate in his voice, said, âQuiet! I donât want to hear another peep out of you, understand?â
Without changing his expression, he stared at her for a few moments. The girl looked at him now in terror and pleaded with her eyes, but Fattah continued to glare at her. The girl winced again. Small beads of sweat, which had formed on her temples, now came together, moistening the fine hairs along her face.
Fattah bent his head and pried the girlâs thighs open. Then he brought his head closer and held his hand out, saying to the nurse, âFlashlight!â
The nurse switched on the flashlight and held it out. Fattah had her point it between the girlâs legs and said, âLook! The tramp!â
The area was fully illuminated. With the back of his hand Fattah slid his glasses up the bridge of his nose and took another close look. Then he started to cut the ragged edges of tissue with the surgical scissors.
The girl bit down hard on her lip and moaned in pain. Her forehead was bathed in sweat. Fattah pushed the flashlight aside with his elbow and said, âI donât need it anymore.â
Then, rummaging through the contents of the steel tray with the tip of his finger, he said, âGive me some suture thread.â
At the same time, he glanced at the girl out of the corner of his eye and said coldly, âItâs almost over now.â
The girl moaned again. âIâve already given you two injections of local anesthetic,â Fattah scolded. âYou should be able to put up with this little bit of pain!â
The girl burst into tears. âBut, Doctor, you donât understand... itâs like...â
Fattah spread his hands. âThatâs just how it is! Besides, Iâll bet you werenât feeling any pain when youââ
Then, stopping himself from saying anymore, he looked up at the ceiling, and said, âGod forgive me.â He turned to the girl and gave her a look of sympathy shot through with sexual desire. He nodded his head slowly for a few moments.
Outside the room, in a dimly lit corridor, two elderly women sat together on a narrow metal bench looking anxiously toward the closed door of the surgery. The one who appeared older, and who kept her face more tightly covered than the other woman, briefly rearranged her chador. She sighed and said to her companion, âMehri dear, say a prayer. Who Answers the Distressed blessing would be good... itâll pass the time so quick, you wonât know it!â
Mehri, who was around forty-two, rocked her body back and forth gently, like a mother lulling her child to sleep. As she swayed, a murmured prayer emerged from her lips. As though in mourning, she kept her head down and her eyes fixed on the grimy tiles lining the corridor. Suddenly the girl shrieked from behind the door. Mehri jumped up and stared in terror at her companion. Nearly in tears she asked, âWhat are they doing to her, Batul?â
Her voice broke. Batul stroked her back soothingly, and Mehri clasped her face in her hands. Batul took one of her hands in her own. âItâs nothing, my dear, nothing,â she said. âItâs almost over!â
As if all the strength had left her body, Mehri slumped over and moaned, âItâs been a half an hour since they brought her in, and my heart is in my throat, Batul!â
âFine, but donât you remember what he said? It takes half an hour just to bandage a wound, but hers is a big operation, isnât it?â
Mehri put one hand over the other. âIâm just afraid theyâll do something in there that will maim her for life.â
Batul sneered at her. âWhat! Maim her? Doctor Fattah knows what heâs doing; youâve no idea what he can do. He just has to touch a patient and sheâll recover. Youâd be amazed!â
This seemed to calm Mehri. She closed her eyes and began to rock back and forth again, making that same soft, high-pitched sound. After a few moments her expression lightened, and she felt a spiritual peace, as if the gates of heaven were open to her.
Mehri and Batul were close neighbors. They kept nothing from each other, not the smallest thing. They never missed their Thursday-night visit to the holy Jamkaran. They would arrive in the early evening and, after saying their prayers and tearfully begging forgiveness from the saint, they would get back to Tehran at night. They told each other their problems, which was how the only person who knew Shahrzad was not a virgin was Batul. Batul, of course, was a good-hearted soul as well as practical. She was the one who had found Dr. Fattah, and, more importantly, got the money to pay his fee. She got it from Mirza, an old man to whom Batul was devoted, without having to say why she needed it. She had told him that it was for a Muslim, a believing soul who needed it to save her honor. That was all.
She took it from him and gave it straight to Mehri without keeping a penny for herself.
Fattah cut the thread with the scissors and handed them to the nurse. âFinished!â he declared.
He puffed out his chest as though he had just won the Battle of Austerlitz. The girl opened her eyes and answered him with a feeble smile. As he removed his gloves, Fattah waggled his head and said, âDone a lot of vaulting, have you?â
The girl nodded earnestly.
âClimbed your share of walls and trees, right?â
The girl nodded again.
Fattah brought his head closer and said in a mischievous, jokey way, âGo tell that to your dear auntie!â
The girl looked at him self-righteously. This time, without sarcasm, Fattah said, âWhen did you say the marriage was to be?â
âTheyâve just started the negotiations,â moaned the girl.
âMeaning?â he said.
âAt least two or three months,â the girl murmured.
The doctor paused for a moment and thought. He asked, âWhat was the rush, then?â He brought his face closer to the girlâs again and in a low voice said, âYouâll have to behave for all that time!â Then he snorted. The girl just stared at him innocently.
Fattah pulled away from her and, as if he had just smelled something foul, wrinkled his nose. âDonât look at me like that!â he snarled. âThis wasnât the first time, or the second. Itâs obvious from the shape. Donât pretend youâre so innocent!â
The nurse was happy to hear Fattah giving the girl such a hard time, and she nodded in agreement at everything he said. When the girlâs eyes fell on her, she scowled and turned her nose up to show her disdainâas if she herself were as pure as the driven snow.
The door opened, allowing light to stream into the hallway. Batul and Mehri hurriedly got to their feet and pulled themselves together. Batul said, âGreat job, Doctor! May the Lord reward you!â
Mehri tilted her head and asked, âHow is she, Doctor?â
Like all doctorsâin fact, like any important personâFattah was in a hurry and said impatiently, âSheâs fine; just keep your daughters away from places they donât belong.â
Mehri looked at the doctor with annoyance and then hung her head in shame. The doctor said, âIâll be waiting for you upstairs.â
Fattah opened a small door on the other side of the hall and went up a narrow stairway. On the floor above was a well-lit space, an all-day clinic full of the smell of alcohol, the sounds of creaking beds and groaning patients.
Dr. Fattah was a skilled and charitable physician who, rather than working in a fashionable uptown clinic, stitched up the rips and tears in his patients and retrieved the honor of their families. He worked in a cramped, underground office with a ceiling only half a meter higher than street level, off one of the alleys in the city center, with squat windows that the wind rattled all autumn long. God knows how many girls he saved from the evil of lost virginity in return for three hundred thousand tumans. A âhymenoplastâ famed throughout Tehran, he pronounced the term with such a thick American accent that youâd think heâd completed a course of advanced surgical training in the United States. Lots of girls had said benedictions for him: the girls who were careless when jumping over the ditches beside the road, climbing trees, mounting bicyclesâthere was no end to the disasters that befell them! And suddenly youâd see theyâd... He was not that strict about his fee, knowing that someday everybody would be six feet under with only a shroud to their name. That was why he worked with people; but he didnât let it be known from the start, otherwise theyâd all want him to do the job for free. It was, all told, because of his helping hands that he had made a name for himself. In all Tehran, from Revolution Street to every part of the city, it was ...