Hearing you say that, I feel hurt.
Hearing you say you want me to come over tonight,
Iâm feeling afraid to disappoint you.
Hearing you say you felt neglected, Iâm thinking, âI wish Iâd
been there when you got home from the emergency room.â
Telling someone how you feel after he or she expresses something important builds intimacy and connection. Most of us have a somewhat limited vocabulary when it comes to expressing our in-the-moment feelings, so we are more likely to offer an automatic or habitual response than to connect heart-to-heart. Weâre more likely to explain or defend ourselves when someone expresses anger, rather than letting the other know how we feel hearing her displeasure with us. Or when someone gives us a compliment, weâre more apt to reply with a quick comeback, rather than openly receiving and registering that personâs words.
Your mate tells you heâs going to a meeting tonight when youâd been hoping for an intimate evening together. You feel disappointed, but instead of revealing this in a way that allows him to see you and feel you, you come back with, âYou always need to be on the go, donât you?â Then you complain about ânot feeling heardâ or ânot being seen.â
Most of us have a somewhat limited vocabulary when it comes to expressing our in-the-moment feelings, so we are more likely to offer an automatic or habitual response than to connect heart-to-heart.
Your son comes home from school bragging about how well he did on an exam. You continue doing whatever you had been doing and, without looking up, reply: âThatâs great,â or some other stereotypical response. What if instead you connected with him on a feeling level? âHearing that you scored at the 90th percentile, I feel so proud of you!â
Your mate tells you about a tough interaction she had at work. In an attempt to be supportive, you automatically go into âfix itâ mode, offering ideas about how she might have handled it differently. What if instead, you simply responded, âHearing you say your coworker went over your head again, I feel upset. Iâm really glad youâre talking to me about itâ?
Revealing feelings the moment they are occurring is a rather advanced communication practice. Itâs an option that simply does not occur to most people because most of us grew up in families where people ignored one anotherâs essential humanness. Most of us long to be seen, heard, and felt by those closest to us, but we learned a long time ago to settle for less, suffer in silence, and carry around a lot of unhealed pain and resentment. If we could all learn how to respond on a feeling level to each other, our adult relationships could be a source of tremendous healing. Couples who have worked with me, for example, report that learning how to connect with feelings using the seven keys has shown them how to satisfy each otherâs unmet childhood longings in their current relationship.
Healing Childhood Wounds
As a longtime couples counselor, I have found that most couples enter marriage with the unconscious agenda of healing themselves through their relationship. At some level we know we have been emotionally wounded due to the insensitivity of our early caregivers. Most of these caregivers were well-intentioned but had little training or guidance in responding to human emotions.
Itâs not too late to transform our adult relationships into vehicles for healing the past. The way to do this is to practice the language of feelings. To assist you in identifying your feelings, take a look at the list of feelings and sensations belowânoting which ones you have an easy time expressing and which are difficult or foreign to you. As you read through the feelings list, imagine yourself using the phrase âHearing you say that, I feelâŠâ followed by each emotion or sensation on the list. Notice how your body feels as you express these various feeling words. Notice your emotional tone as you report various sensations.
Most couples enter marriage with the unconscious agenda of healing themselves through their relationship.
FEELINGS
I feel anger or Iâm angry at you for⊠(something specific that the other said or did)
I feel sad
I feel disappointed
I feel happy
I feel appreciative
I feel resentful
I feel hurt
I feel upset
I feel numb, frozen, shut down
I feel anxious, uneasy, nervous
I feel expansive
I feel furious
I feel awed
I feel afraid
I feel shocked, stunned
I feel curious, open
SENSATIONS
I feel heat, cold
I sense tension (in my eyes, face, jaw, hands)
I sense contraction in my body
I sense relaxation in my body
I feel warm (in my belly, my heart, my face)
I feel agitation
I feel excitement
I feel nauseated
How We Learn to Ignore Feelings
People experience sensations and feelings all the time, but they may have learned not to pay attention to their inner world. As a youngster Jim felt pain when his mother directed or corrected him using a harsh tone of voice. He learned that it was less painful to simply tune her out and turn off his feelings, so he got into the habit of saying âOkeydokeyâ as his automatic response. Now as an adult married to Janine, when his wife asks him to do something that he has not already thought of, he takes it as a criticism, goes on automatic, and replies, âOkeydokey.â Such a response communicates to Janine that he is not paying attention, and she gets louder and more strident in an attempt to connect. Jim feels resentful, but appears stoic.
What if he could let her know that her tone bothered him? What if he told her, âHearing you say I need to paint the door in that tone of voice, I feel irritatedâ? This statement might not be pleasant for Janine to hear, but she would know that he was paying attention. Sheâd feel more connected and less abandoned, and she might even become more aware of her tone of voice.
Dealing with Unconscious Reactions
Some people feel hurt or angry and donât even realize it. Maryâs husband Bruce tells her, âIâm going to bed now.â Mary feels disappointed. She was hoping for a longer evening together. But does she tell Bruce this? No, her fear-of-rejection button has been triggered so she goes on automatic: âYouâre always so tired! We need to get you to a doctor.â She avoids her own feelings and instead makes it his problem (âYouâre always so tiredâ). Instead of saying âI wantâŠ,â she uses the more impersonal and safe form, âwe need to.â And she creates even more distance from him and from her own truth by generalizing about him (âyouâre alwaysâŠâ).
What if she told Bruce, âHearing you say that, I feel hurt. Iâm thinking to myself that maybe you donât care about me as much as I care about youâ? Can you see how this might lead to a more sensitive and real conversation? Hearing how she feels, he knows whatâs bothering her, so he can address it and perhaps reassure her that her fears are unfounded. Instead of accumulating more unfinished emotional business, they could clear the air and come back into the present with each other.
Using âHearing you say that, I feelâŠâ to frame your response keeps your communications responsible. Youâre taking responsibility for what you feel, not telling others how they should be. Youâre âstaying on your own side of the netââa metaphor for speaking only about what you experience rather than telling others how they feel or what they should be doing differently.
As long as sheâs talking about Bruceâs tiredness, sheâs masking her real feelings. Sheâs not talking about herselfâsheâs over on his side of the netâmaking it his problem. Bruce feels mistrustful of her remark but isnât sure why. He senses that sheâs upset, but she hasnât given him anything real to respond to, so he says nothing and goes to bed with an uneasy feeling. They get up the next day feeling distant and cold toward each other.
When you connect with your feelings, this instantly focuses your attention on what is real and present, which leaves a stronger, more palpable impression on others.
If Mary knew how to respond with âHearing you say that, I feel⊠hurt,â she would have come across as more hear-able and feel-able to Bruce, more real and present. She is in her body, not in her head. Sheâs making stronger contact. When you connect with your feelings, this instantly focuses your attention on what is real and present, which leaves a stronger, more palpable impression on others.
Mary is feeling hurt. Her hurt was triggered by her partnerâs actions. It is important to her relationship that she feel and express her upset and not avoid or repress it. Otherwise, she has no way to clear the air and no way to connect with Bruce in a genuine way. By revealing her pain, she is staying connected to Bruce. When she withholds or tries to bypass her feelings, this leads to feeling disconnected from him.
When you use this key phrase to help you embrace your pain voluntarily, there is a certain power and grace to that act.
When you use this key phrase to help you embrace your pain voluntarily, there is a certain power and grace to that act. You are bringing the light of conscious awareness to your feelings and sensations. You are affirming that you are okay just as you are. Being present to pain is an act of self-affirmation and self-empowerment. Youâll feel stronger and more resilient when you do this.
Enhancing Emotional Connection
Terrance says to Shayna, âYou look pretty in that outfit.â Shayna could come back with an automatic response like, âWell, I hope so. It cost enough!â Or she can respond on a feeling level, meeting his eyes with hers: âHearing you say I look pretty, I feel pretty. I love it when you notice what Iâm wearing.â Again, can you see the difference between an automatic control pattern and a present-centered feeling response? Feelings offer the pair a chance to really connect, heart to heart.
You have a choice between a reply that enhances intimacy and one that fosters superficiality or distance. Most people unconsciously choose the more superficial response. This dilutes the impact of their communications.
In most interactions with loved ones, you have a choice between a reply that enhances intimacy and one that fosters superficiality or distance. Most people unconsciously choose the more superficial response. This dilutes the impact of their communications. Of course, there may be times when a more superficial comeback is appropriate; but if you want to build a strong bond with someone, stronger contact is usually the better choice.
Learning to Flow with Change
One reason people avoid expressing uncomfortable feelings is they assume that by expressing a feeling, they are giving it too much importance. In actual fact, the opposite is true. If you express a painful feeling, shining the light of awareness on it, itâs likely to become less prominent in your attention, not more. It becomes easier to let it go. It is when you keep your thoughts and feelings hidden from view that they persist and become magnified in your mind.
In my workshops, there are moments when two people are beginning to engage in dialogue and then one or both will quickly escape from genuine, perhaps uncomfortable, contact by going into a generalization or a story only remotely related to the here and now. Thatâs when I try to bring them back into present time using this key phrase. Iâll ask Partner A to state a feeling he is experiencing in relation to Partner B. Then, before B can escape into a story or a theory, I request that B simply pause, take in what A shared, check in with ...