CONTENTS
MONDAY
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2
3
4
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6
TUESDAY
1
2
3
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5
WEDNESDAY
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4
5
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THURSDAY
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FRIDAY
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8
SATURDAY
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2
3
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5
SUNDAY
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
ABOUT THE BOOK
Interrogator: What did you see then?
Finch: Nothing. I couldnât see anything.
I: Wrong answer.
[howls and screams and sobbing]
I: Had you ever met the Lady in Blue before?
F: No, but Iâd heard her before.
I: Heard her where?
F: On the fucking radio station, thatâs where.
[garbled comment, not picked up]
F: Itâs her voice. Coming up from the underground. People say.
I: So what did you see, Finch?
F: Just the stars. Stars. It was night.
I: I can ask you this same question for hours, Finch.
F: You wanted me to say I saw her. I said I saw her! I said it, damn you.
I: There is no Lady in Blue. Sheâs just a propaganda myth from the rebels.
F: I saw her. On the hill. Under the stars.
I: What did this apparition say to you, Finch? What did this vision say?
Finch, at the apartment door, breathing heavy from five flights of stairs, taken fast. The message thatâd brought him from the station was already dying in his hand. Red smear on a limp circle of green fungal paper that had minutes before squirmed clammy. Now he had only the door to pass through, marked with the gray capsâ symbol.
239 Manzikert Avenue, apartment 525.
An act of will, crossing that divide. Always. Reached for his gun, then changed his mind. Some days were worse than others.
A sudden flash of his partner Wyte, telling him he was compromised, him replying, âI donât have an opinion on that.â Written on a wall at a crime scene: Everyoneâs a collaborator. Everyoneâs a rebel. The truth in the weight of each.
The doorknob cold but grainy. The left side rough with light green fungus.
Sweating under his jacket, through his shirt. Boots heavy on his feet.
Always a point of no return, and yet he kept returning.
I am not a detective. I am not a detective.
Inside, a tall, pale man dressed in black stood halfway down the hall, staring into a doorway. Beyond him, a dark room. A worn bed. White sheets dull in the shadow. Didnât look like anyone had slept there in months. Dusty floor. Even before heâd started seeing Sintra, his place hadnât looked this bad.
The Partial turned and saw Finch. âNothing in that room, Finch. Itâs all in here.â He pointed into the doorway. Light shone out, caught the dark glitter of the Partialâs skin where tiny fruiting bodies had taken hold. Uncanny left eye in a gaunt face. Always twitching. Moving at odd angles. Pupil a glimmer of blue light at the bottom of a dark well. Fungal.
âWho are you?â Finch asked.
The Partial frowned. âIâmââ
Finch brushed by the man without listening, got pleasure out of the push of his shoulder into the Partialâs chest. The Partial, smelling like sweet rotting meat, walked in behind him.
Everything was golden, calm, unknowable.
Then Finchâs eyes adjusted to the light from the large window and he saw: living room, kitchen. A sofa. Two wooden chairs. A small table, an empty vase with a rose design. Two bodies lying on the pull rug next to the sofa. One man, one gray cap without legs.
Finchâs boss Heretic stood framed by the window. Wearing his familiar gray robes and gray hat. Finch had never learned the creatureâs real name. The series of clicks and whistles sounded like âheclereticalicâ so Finch called him âHeretic.â Highly unusual to see Heretic during the day.
âFinch,â Heretic said. âWhereâs Wyte?â The wetness of its moist glottal attempt at speech made most humans uncomfortable. Finch tried hard to pretend the ends of all the words were there. A skill hard learned.
âWyte couldnât come. Heâs busy.â
Heretic stared at Finch. A question in his eyes. Finch looked to the side. Away from the liquid green pupils and yellow where there should be white. Wyte had been sick off and on for a long time. Finch knew from what, but didnât want to. Didnât want to get into it with Heretic.
âWhatâs the situation?â Finch asked.
Heretic smiled: rows and rows of needle lines set into a face a little like a squished-in sharkâs snout. Finch couldnât tell if the lines were gills or teeth, but they seemed to flutter and breathe a little. Wyte said heâd seen tiny creatures in there, once. Each time, a new nightmare. Another encounter to haunt Finchâs sleep.
âTwo dead bodies,â Heretic said.
âTwo bodies?â
âOne and a half, technically,â the Partial said, from behind Finch.
Heretic laughed. A sound like dogs being strangled.
âDid the victims live in the apartment?â Finch asked, knowing the answer already.
âNo,â the Partial said. âThey didnât.â
Finch turned briefly toward the Partial, then back to Heretic.
Heretic stared at the Partial and he shut up, began to creep around the living room taking pictures with his eye.
âNo one lived here,â Heretic said. âAccording to our records no one has lived here for over a year.â
âInteresting,â Finch said. Didnât interest him. Nothing interested him. It bothered him. Especially that the Partial felt comfortable enough to answer a question meant for Heretic.
The curtains had faded from the sun. Tears in the sofa like knife wounds. The vase looked like someone had started a small fire inside it. Stage props for two deaths.
Was it significant that the window was open? For some reason he didnât want to ask if one of them had opened it. Fresh air, with just a hint of the salt smell from the bay.
âWho reported this?â Finch asked.
âAn energy surge came from this location,â Heretic said. âWe felt it. Then spore cameras confirmed it.â
Energy surge? What kind of energy?
Finch tried to imagine the rows and rows of living receivers underground, miles of them if rumor held true. Trying to process trillions of images from all over the city. How could they possibly keep up? The hope of every citizen.
âDo you know the . . . source?â Finch asked. Didnât know if he understood what Heretic was telling him.
âThere is no trace of it now. The apartment is cold. There are just these bodies.â
âHow does that help me?â he wanted to say.
Finch usually dealt with theft, domestic abuse, illegal gatherings. Flirted with investigating rebel activity, but turned that over to the Partials if necessary. Tried to make sure it wasnât necessary. For everyoneâs sake.
Murder only if it was the usual. Crimes of passion. Revenge. This didnât look like either. If it was murder.
âAnyone live in the apartments next door?â
âNot any more,â the Partial replied. âThey all left, oddly enough, soon after these two . . . arrived.â
âWhich means they made a sound.â Or sounds.
âIâll interrogate anyone left in the building after we finish here,â the Partial said.
What a pleasure thatâll be for them.
Still, Finch didnât volunteer to do it. Not yet. Maybe after. Not much worse than door-to-door interviews in unfriendly places. Many didnât believe his job should exist.
âWhat do you think, Finch?â Heretic asked. Just a hint of mischief in that voice. Laced with it. Just enough to catch the nuance.
I think I just walked in the door a few minutes ago.
The bodies lay next to each other, beside the sofa.
Finch frowned. âIâve never seen anything quite like it.â
The man lay on his side, left hand stretched out toward the gray capâs hand. The gray cap lay facedown, arms flopped out at right angles.
âMight be a foreigner. From the clothes.â
The man couldâve been forty-five or fifty, with dark brown hair, dark eyebrows, and a beard that appeared to be made from tendrils of fungus. That wasnât unusual. But his clothes were. He wore a blue shirt long out of fashion. Strange, tight-fitting long pants. Dirty black boots.
âHeâs not from the city,â Heretic said. Again, an inflection that bothered Finch. A statement or a question?
Whatâs on his mind?
Finch squatted beside the bodies. Took out his useless pen and his useless pad of paper. Above him, the Partial leaned over to take a picture.
The dead gray cap looked like every other gray cap. Except for the one glaring lack.
âI donât know what caused the injury to the other one, sir.â
I donât know what caused the leg situation.
âWhen we find out,â Heretic said, âwe will be just as understated.â
The exposed cross section, cut almost precisely at the waist, fascinated Finch. He almost forgot himself, poked at the tissue with his pen.
The cut had been so clean, so precise, that there was no tearing. No hemorrhaging. Finch could see layers. Gray. Yellow. Green. A core of dark red. (A question he was too cautious to ask: Was it always that dark, or only in death?) Within the core, Finch saw a hint of organs.
âIs this . . . normal?â Finch asked Heretic.
âNormal?â
âThe lack of blood, I mean, sir,â Finch said.
Gray caps bled. Finch knew that. Not like a stream or a gout, even when you cut them deep, but a steady drip from a leaky faucet. Puncture wounds healed almost immediately. It took a long time and a lot of patience to kill a gray cap.
âNo, itâs not normal.â The humid weight of Heretic was at his side now. A smell like garbage and burnt glass. Made him nauseous.
âNone of this is normal,â the Partial ventured. Ignored.
Finch looked up at Heretic. From that angle: the pale wattled skin of Hereticâs long throat.
âDo you know who . . .â Finch hesitated. Gray caps didnât like being called âgray caps,â but Finch couldnât pronounce the word they did use. Farseneeni or fanaarcensitii? The Partial circled them, blinking pictures through his fungal eye.
âDo you know who that is?â Finch said finally, pointing at the dead gray cap.
Heretic made a sound like something popping. âNo. Not familiar to us. We cannot see him,â and Finch understood he meant something other than just looking out a window.
âHave you . . . ?â Couldnât say the whole sentence. Too ridiculous. Terrifying. At the same time. Have you eaten some of his flesh and picked clean the memories?
But Heretic had been around humans long enough to know what he meant. âWe tried it. Nothing that made sense.â
For a second, Finch relaxed. Forgot Heretic could send him, Sintra, anybody he knew, to the work camps.
âIf you couldnât decipher it, how will I?â
Then went stiff. Richard Dorn, a good detective, had questioned Heretic too closely. Nine months to die.
A bullet to the head. In that case.
But the gray cap said only, âWith your fresh eyes, maybe you will have better luck.â
Heretic pulled a pouch out of his robes, opened it. Finch rose, stood to the side as Heretic sprinkled a fine green powder over both bodies. Couldâve done it using his own supply, but Heretic enjoyed doing it. For some reason.
âYou know what to do,â Heretic said.
In time, a memory bulb would emerge from both corpsesâ heads. Did the fanaarcensitii rely too much on what made them comfortable? No autopsies, just mushrooms. But also hardly any experts left to perform them.
Nausea crept back into Finchâs throat. âBut Iâve never. Not a gray cap. I mean, not one of your people.â
âWe donât bite.â The grin on that impossible face grew wide and wider. The laughter again, worse.
Finch laughed back, weakly.
âWrite down whatever you encounter, whether you understand it or not.â
Mercifully, ...