Part I
CREATION NOW AND THEN
1
MYSTERY OF THE MISSING CHAOS
In the beginning, there can only be dying, the abyss, the first laugh.
(Helene Cixous1)
I have heard what the talkers were talking,
the talk of the beginning and the end;
But I do not talk of the beginning or the end.
There was never any more inception than there is now âŠ
Nor any more heaven or hell than there is now.
(Walt Whitman2)
Beginning is going on. Everywhere. Amidst all the endings, so rarely ripe or ready. They show up late, these beginnings, bristling with promise, yet labored and doomed. Every last one of them is lovingly addressed: âin the beginning.â But if such talkâtalk of the beginning and the endâhas produced the poles, the boundary markers of a closed totality, if âthe beginningâ has blocked the disruptive infinities of becoming, then theology had better get out of its own way.
In the beginning, theology starts again.
If something becomes, it is not what was before. Genesisâa becoming-text, a text of becoming, an unfinished narrativeâis not a replication or a rearrangement. Always again there arises an element of the unprecedented. Does the new not come in this sense from nothing? Are we not created from this nothingâthe bottomless shadow, tomb, or womb of ourselves? âWe are created from everything!â exclaims a friend, gazing at his newborn child. He is thinking of the dust of stars, species, and genes, of histories and personalities, recycled in this unpredictable little nova, folded like a bud in his arms.3
In the face of the infinities of creation, then, the present work makes an infinitesimal move: to open up a possibility hitherto shut into the second verse of the Bible. Of course such a delicate maneuver can provide no prooftext. It does, however, offer the original pre/text, the narrative of that whichâin flagrant paradoxâprecedes any singular origin.
I Billowing deep, bellowing word
What could have been created from nothing? The first something? The first time? If there was such a time: the strange clause of chaos opens before us. Not a theological proposition, not even a theo-logosâbut a theo-gram: a wisp of text, sent but never quite received. The tohu vabohu, the depth veiled in darkness, the sea over which the spirit pulses. Would this oceanic string of icons together signify nothing butânothing? Or then: was the matter of verse 2 already created (from a prior nothing) before a word was said? So by the logic of creatio ex nihilo, either the biblical chaos really is nothing; or God wordlessly created a chaos. In the wake of the Christianâand subsequent Jewish and Muslimâsolidifications of religion as orthodoxy,4 these questions were not to be broached. So a theology of becoming begins more or less here, at the edges of a long silence. A silence vibrant with the unspoken Word.
One finds nowhere a full-fledged theology of creation from the deep. In a sense, the process theology spawned by Whitehead's cosmography comprises a family of exceptions. They postulate the creation from chaos explicitly, but as though in passing, and not as a theology of creation, with a hermeneutic of Genesis.5 Perhaps for a beginningless and endless cosmos, where every novum takes place in medias res, creation is indeed best noted in passingâin process. Discourse of âthe creationâ does invariably reinscribe âtalk of the beginning and the end.â Likewise most feminist and ecological theologies jettison, with process theology, the omnipotent He-Creator and His linear salvation history. And they similarly move swiftly past this backwardslooking question.6 Most other theologies, even liberal and liberation sorts, presume, as we shall see, the creation from nothing.
In other words, the creatio ex nihilo has reigned largely uncontested in the language of the church since the third century ACE. This doctrinal hegemony might not surprise us, but for the untoward fact that the Bible does not support it. As Jon Levenson summarizes the situation: âthe overture to the Bible, Genesis 1.1â2.3, cannot be invoked in support of the developed Jewish, Christian, and Muslim doctrine of creatio ex nihilo.â7 Among biblical scholars there has existed on this matter a near, if nervous, consensus for decades. The Bible knows only of the divine formation of the world out of a chaotic something: not creatio ex nihilo, but ex nihilo nihilfit (âfrom nothing comes nothingâ), the common sense of the ancient world. Yet theological orthodoxy has from nearly its own beginnings insisted on reading its nihil into the first chapter. Thus, for example, the fourth-century bishop Chrysostom performs an exegetical gesture that was becoming standard: he cites Genesis 1.1 for the desirable message and then simply ignores verse 2. ââIn the beginning God created heaven and earth.â [Moses] well nigh bellows at us all and says, âIs it by human beings I am taught in uttering these things? It is the one who brought being from nothing who stirred my tongue in narrating themâ [3].â8 It is, however, Chrysostom himself, not Moses who âbellows at us allâ what the text does not sayâand so effectively drowns out what the next verse does say. Even among some of the least authoritarian revisions of the creation today, we will hear the echo of this bellow.
I want us to âhear into its own speechâ (to cite a beginning-word of feminist theology9) the muted utterance of that next verse, the verse of chaos. But a theology of becoming can hardly go âback to the Bible,â competing for the changeless authority of origin. It may, however, solicit the chaotic multiplicity of biblical writings, genres, voices and potentials. For within this tohu vabohu of significationâsomething like what Nietzsche (not returning to the Bible) called âinfinite interpretationââa peculiar space of beginning yawns open. To affirm rather than cover up its hermeneutical multiplicity is to hold a sacred space for all the multiples of which the trembling web of the creation is woven. A culturally potent text like Genesis 1âno matter how variously incongruous, archaic, or vicious its effectsâcan be ignored. But it cannot be erased. Instead of ignorance or orthodoxy, I argue for a defamiliarization of the first two verses. I insist that this is worth doing, that this algorithmic expansion of a hyper-familiar old text, the tiny text of the creation from chaos, is not a hermeneutical hysteria or a nostalgia for origins, but a strong socio-spiritual practice.
The tehomic practice emerges in metonymic proximity to the key principle of chaos theory: âextreme sensitivity to initial conditions.â The âiterationsâ exhibited in fractal geometry comprise interrelations: it is a relational sensitivity, i.e. a responsiveness to an incalculable multiplicity of influences, that imports the âchaosâ into a system. Through interrelation the iterations âamplifyâ the initial conditions. All theological interpretation (at least that which recognizes itself as interpretation rather than revelation) today exposes itself to an incalculable multiplicity of influencesâmovements, powers, protests, doubts, cultures, desperations, expectations. One pursues hermeneutical complexity. But one always risks chaos. Transcultural sensitivity to initial textual conditions iterates here the extreme sensitivity of the spirit hovering, orâin a century-old translation-tradition stemming from Gunkelââvibrating over the face of the waters.â So the butterfly effect of chaos theory intercalates its oscillations with the fluttering of the mother dove or brooding waterbirdâ as also with the interdiscipline of theology and science.10
A theology of becoming returns to talk of beginnings precisely to distinguish âbeginning,â which, as Edward Said has argued, is always relative, contested and historical, from âorigin,â which is absolute.11 It does so as part of a decolonization of the space of âthe creation.â The term âcreationâ has the advantage of emphasizing the creative novelty, the mysterious event-character, of what comes to be (which is why astronomers like to use it). Thus we cannot simply exchange it for âuniverse,â âcosmos,â or ânature.â In theology âcreationâ emphasizes an event in relation, and so signifies a âCreator.â The term therefore comes barnacled with stereotypes: of a great supernatural surge of father-power, a world appearingâzapâout of the void; a mankind ruling the world in our manly creator's image; a gift soon spoiled by its creatures' ingratitude. But despite the drag of original clichĂ©, a theology of becoming can only begin in contestation of and relation to the classical tradition. For the creation from chaos rules out its own originalityâif not its own creativity.
In as much as the creatio ex nihilo lacks biblical warrant, its foundational authority (not its possible meaningfulness) would be based on false pretenses. So this book cannot avoid deconstructing the doctrine. Indeed we will find a certain theological ancestry of deconstruction hovering upon the very face of the troubled waters. But deconstruction, as its founder has always been at pains to protest, is not the demolition but the destabilization of founding certainties, a âtremblingâ proper to a transition between epochs, âoperating necessarily from the inside.â12 A tehomic theology operates with fear and vibration on the inside of a text whose interpretive boundaries have become more fluid than ever. The very use of scripture to determine what is âinâ and who is âoutâ now trembles under the pressure of multiple interpretations. Even as the formative Christian-Jewish oscillations in their ongoing syncretisms with Greco-Roman, African, Asian and other local traditions shake into view, women open new floodgates of a Body that only queerly resembles a male Christ. âIn the beginningâ, writes Derrida, âis hermeneutics.â13
It is not the flimsy biblical case for the ex nihilo doctrine but a hermeneutical desire for a deeply resonant alternative that (in the beginning) provokes the deconstructive movement of the present writing. The gap between the nihil and the tehom provides an affirmative possibility: the chance for a creativity that does not confuse itself with control, for an order that does not effect homogeneity, for a depth that is not identifiable with subjectivity. Here, within a discourse of spirit, we may begin (again) to renegotiate the dominant oikonomiaâthe economics, the ecology, the ecumenism of order. Theology has not outgrown the subjection of the oikos to the dominus. The abiding western dominology can with religious sanction identify anything dark, profound, or fluid with a revolting chaos, an evil to be mastered, a nothing to be ignored. âGod had made us the master organizers of the world to establish system where chaos reigns. He [sic] has made us adept in government that we may administer government among savages and senile peoples.â14 From the vantage point of the colonizing episteme, the evil is always disorder rather than unjust order; anarchy rather than control, darkness rather than pallor. To plead otherwise is to write âcarte blanche for chaos.â15 Yet those who wear the mark of chaos, the skins of darkness, the genders of unspeakable openingsâthose Others of Order keep finding voice. But they continue to be muted by the bellowing of the dominant discourse. A tehomic discourse grows in the interstices of a maturing (but far from senile) tradition of unruly, disunited beginning-theologies (the liberation, political, feminist/womanist/ mujerista and ecological theologies, the postcolonial hermeneutics). These theologies clash as much as they conspire. They contour this topos of genesis, in which infinity becomes endlessly finite in our midst, as con/text.
If the tehomic i...