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IX.
War in Mississippi
āLooks like my desk is the first tour stop for outsiders, huh? Someone must have told you that I like it when you all come to Mississippi looking for trouble.ā It was spring 1962. Medgar Evers was standing in his office at the Masonic Temple in West Jackson, a few buildings down from the CORE office we shared with SNCC, the first time I met him. Tom Gaither had given me names of people I needed to get to know if I was going to survive Mississippi and Medgar was at the top of the list.
The son of a sawmill worker and laundress from Decatur, Mississippi, Evers would go on to serve in World War II, fighting in France and Germany before returning to his home state. He would become the NAACP field secretary in 1954, traveling through the state visiting churches and preaching the sermon of voter registration. Heād also spend much of his time investigating killings and missing Black folks, doing what he could for every family who lost someone. The NAACP was the most established organization in Mississippi, but being caught with a membership card was one way Black people got lynched. Members even hid their cards in tin cans in their backyards as an act of survival. āHereās what you need to know about Medgar,ā Tom told me. āHe keeps his membership card in his damn pocket.ā
āWhere you from, kid?ā Medgarās warmth and confidence were evident from behind his desk, even though he was trying to give me a hard time. āActually, you donāt have to answer that. Iāve known about you since the Freedom Rides. I knew yāall were coming back. You never really leave Mississippi.ā
āI guess thatās true, sir. Iām back here because I want to do what I can to get as many Black voters as possible.ā
āHm. Well, Mr. Dennis. What if I told you that you outsiders are going to just show up here and get people killed? What if I told you that you and those SNCC kids running around were reckless and the sharecroppers and seamstresses were doing what they could on their own time and are doing it safely? What if I told you we didnāt really need you here?ā
I started talking before I had formed an answer. āIf I go around this state and people tell me that they donāt need me or any of my people then Iāll knock on this office door again and ask you to drive me to the bus station so I can get on my way back to Louisiana.ā
Medgar got up from his desk and slowly walked over to me, his navy-blue suit fitting immaculately. He extended his hand and smiled this big smile that felt like a hug. āWell then all I can say is welcome to the real Mississippi. You got time for Smackoverās?ā
Smackoverās would be the place Medgar and I would go for coffee or a plate of soul food and sweet tea. Itās where I would get to know the man Iād call my best friend.
āI admire you kids over there in SNCC and CORE, even though yāall all got screws loose.ā He was fifteen years older than me, so he loved calling us kids. āSometimes the NAACP wonāt mix it up on the street level like we need to and you kids just . . . yāall just get your tails beat like itās nothing.ā
āThatās part of it, right? Iāve never quite learned how to get anything done without taking a beating. But youāre the one with the damn NAACP card. Youāre just as ready to die as any of us.ā
āThatās where we differ. I love us and I want us to be free. But I have a wife and three babies at home. You got kids, Dave?ā
āI, uh, do not.ā Iād forgotten to even consider such a possibility.
āDidnāt think so. The Movement will go on without me if it has to. Those babies in my house wonāt. Trust me, youāll be less willing to fall in front of bullets when you have to kiss a family goodbye every day. If not, youāre not doing those kids any good anyway. And I got two guns in that trunk that say that even if I invite danger, danger coming to me is getting a hell of a welcome gift.ā
Medgar would drive me around Mississippi, introducing me to every person he thought I needed to know. He could talk business with Black lawyers and doctors and to farmers about how the crops were growing, from Indianola to Hattiesburg. All the while, he taught me about Mississippi. People embraced me because Medgar told them to. I would have never survived without him.
Mississippi was a story of Black folks risking their lives for representation in the face of devastation. Mississippi reminded me of what I had learned in Shreveport: The Movement lived in backwoods and shadows, where resisting was the most deadly thing you could do. The misapprehension about the Movement was that CORE, SNCC, and all the activists who descended upon the state saved the people who were being victimized by white supremacy. The opposite is true. It was the Black folks in every crevice of the state who fed us, kept us alive, and set the blueprint for the actions weād take once we got there. They treated us like we were their children, caring for us and guiding us. We were kids raised by a community that was just trying to survive.
Our organizations brought more resources and national attention to the cause in Mississippi, but we all only accomplished anything thanks to the bravery and brilliance that were already there. We werenāt saviors. We were beneficiaries and peers all learning how to get free together. Mississippians showed us the back roads that allowed us to escape deadly pursuits. They kept us in their homes overnight when it was too dark to drive. They showed us how to organize and whom to organize. The Movement didnāt come to Mississippi. Mississippi was the Movement.
Before any of us stepped foot in the state, hell, before I had even left the plantation in Shreveport, it was Ella Baker who charged through Mississippi and organized Black folksāsome of them reluctant to put their lives at riskāto charter and become members of local NAACP chapters. Mrs. Baker went city by city, church by church, persuading communities that they could make a difference. While not every city would immediately start a chapter, everyone would note that Bakerās tour through the state was the impetus for locals to even listen to us in subsequent years. If Medgar built the foundation of the Mississippi Movement, Ella Baker drew up its schematics.
I spent my first few months in Mississippi getting to know as many communities as possible to see what CORE could do. My only real experience in Mississippi prior to this was on the jail-cell floors of Parchman and in courtrooms awaiting sentencing. But now I had to make the state my home, a state that had only shown me that it wanted me dead.
The air was different in Mississippi. Louisiana heat was thick, hugging your body like a wet blanket and swallowing you whole. Mississippi heat came from the top down, bearing down on your shoulders and your scalp. The dirt roads would kick up so much dust that every night I felt like I had a coat of debris over my body. Some days I feel like Iām still showering it off. And every day there was someone to remind you that there was a long road ahead and you were lucky to be alive. My home base was Jackson, the state capital, but I had to move around the small townsāCanton, Meridian, Hattiesburg, the Deltaābecause thatās where so much of the work was.
Iād travel those towns and learn that there was no one segment of Black Mississippians resisting. Every group, from the businesspeople and landowners to the teachers and the middle class to the low-wage workers, fought in their own way, however they could. Iād meet Amzie Moore, the postal worker and service-station owner whoād fought for voting rights since the 1950s. There was Dr. Aaron Henry, the Clarksdale pharmacist who was the state president of the NAACP, who welcomed SNCC and CORE to the state with open arms. R. L. T. Smith had run for Congress by then. Mrs. Lenon Woods housed us in her properties in Hattiesburg. Vernon Dahmer, also in Hattiesburg, was a farmer and landowner who presided over the Forrest County NAACP. E. W. Steptoe owned a farm in Amite County where he would advise, front money, and help organize voters. Whatās remarkable about many of these heroes is that Black landowners were allowed to vote with little impediment from angry whites. Their numbers were so few that white folks didnāt mind their relatively nonessential impact on any election. These men and women only incurred wrath when they tried to get others, namely the sharecroppers, to vote. They dedicated their lives so the rest of their people could vote, knowing that doing so put their families at risk, their businesses in jeopardy, and their houses in the Klan databases as targets for firebombs. Their homes were known to every racist in every town. As were the jobs they held and the schools their children attended. There was no cover. And yet they persisted, doing what they could.
Middle-class Black folks, mostly made up of teachers, get a lot of flak because so many of them were reluctant to involve themselves publicly with the Movement. But they were typically the biggest earners for extended families who depended on them for survival. Any outward involvement resulted in being blackballed from working. Still, many donated in private and others, like Victoria Gray from Palmers Crossing, ended up investing wholly into the Movement.
Meanwhile, the sharecroppers, lumber workers, and low-wage earners gathered in secret. Though most of the land was owned by white people, it was the Black sharecroppers who cultivated it. Many of them lacked access to schooling as children and couldnāt read or do much math, so they would get screwed out of the money they were owed for their work. Black families would do enough work to justify being paid hundreds of dollars a month in wages but end up with just a few dollars in payouts, if anything at all. Often, the white landowners would provide sharecroppers with basic essentials they couldnāt afford on their wages and hold it against them as debt. As a result, the workers ended up spending many of their years slaving to pay off fabricated loans. If the sharecroppers moved wrong, theyād lose everything. And nobody would miss them if they happened to disappear.
There was one person who stood as tall as anyone else even though she had nothing to her name but fight, a voice, and a light. That person was Fannie Lou Hamer.
Iād heard about Mrs. Hamer soon after I got to Mississippi. She and seventeen other Black people who had been attending voter registration meetings at local churches eventually hopped on a busārented by Amzie Mooreāin their hometown of Ruleville and rode to nearby Indianola to register to vote. They stared down armed guards and police officers and walked into the courthouse. Mrs. Hamer, the youngest of twenty children, who could read and write, passed the literacy test but was denied her registration when she failed to interpret the sixteenth section of the Mississippi Constitution. This was a typically impossible question to answer, right along with another popular query: āHow many bubbles are on a bar of soap?ā Wrong answer, no voter registration.
When the group was on its way back to Ruleville, police stopped the driver and fined him thirty dollars for having a bus that was too yellow. As police interrogated the driver, fear took over the riders, worried that they were going to be harassed, jailed, or worse. Then they heard Mrs. Hamer singing her salvation song, āThis Little Light of Mine,ā which would become her trademark when her voice was needed to pull us out of the worst of our despair. Her voice alone calmed the panic as the bus cautiously made its way back to Ruleville.
By the time she arrived back at the Marlow plantation where she and her husband lived, sheād already have a warning waiting on her: Stop trying to register to vote or you will lose your home and job.
āI didnāt go down there to register for you, I went down there to register for myself,ā she told W. D. Marlow, the man who owned the land she worked and lived on. āAnd I aināt gonna stop trying to vote.ā Marlow told her he had no choice but to fire her and asked her to leave. Immediately. For the right to vote, Mrs. Hamer had riskedāand lostāit all. She showed up to the next SNCC meeting, undeterred, to tell her story to a captivated gathering.
Mrs. Hamer was a product of everything Mississippi could do to Black folks, especially Black women. She walked with a limp because she suffered from polio when she was six. She had to drop out of school at twelve to sharecrop and help support her family. In 1961, she went to the hospital for minor surgery and had been given a hysterectomy against her will. The process had become so commonplace in the state that it would be referred to as a āMississippi appendectomy.ā The final straw was being removed from her land and livelihood because she wanted to vote. Yet Mrs. Hamer was more than what this state could inflict on her. She was the embodiment of what was possible. She was the spirit that anchored us and the voice we needed. And one day that voice would shake the country.
My heart was still in voter registration but there was so much more work to be done. White folks in Mississippi had dismantled Black representation that the state saw in Reconstruction, decimating the Black voting populace, adding poll taxes and literacy tests to the cocktail of voter suppression. By the 1960s, Mississippi only had two thousand Black voters, down from almost two hundred thousand during Reconstruction.
There was also unbearable poverty in rural Mississippi, and ransacked, bare-bones schools where kids had no chance at learning. How could we imagine a world where Black people could register to vote if they couldnāt even feed their families? The more ambitious I was about helping the people in Mississippi, the more I learned just how much of an uphill battle I was facing. I was the only CORE pers...