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Emotional Rescue
The Demands of Queer History
Take history at night; have you ever thought of that, now? Was it at night that Sodom became Gomorrah? It was at night, I swear! A city given over to the shades, and thatâs why it has never been countenanced or understood to this day.
âDjuna Barnes, Nightwood
Recently, long-standing debates about gay and lesbian history have shifted from discussions of the stability of sexual categories over time to explorations of the relation between queer historians and the subjects they study. The turn from a focus on âeffective historyâ to a focus on âaffective historyâ has meant that critics have stopped asking, âWere there gay people in the past?â but rather have focused on questions such as: âWhy do we care so much if there were gay people in the past?â or even, perhaps, âWhat relation with these figures do we hope to cultivate?â Critics such as Christopher Nealon, Carolyn Dinshaw, Ann Cvetkovich, David Halperin, Carla Freccero, Scott Bravmann, Elizabeth Freeman, L. O. A. Fradenburg, and Valerie Traub have shifted the focus away from epistemological questions in the approach to the queer past; rather, they make central âthe desires that propel such engagements, the affects that drive relationality even across time.â1 Exploring the vagaries of cross-historical desire and the queer impulse to forge communities between the living and the dead, this work has made explicit the affective stakes of debates on method and knowledge. Mixing psychoanalytic approaches with more wide-ranging treatments of affect, they have traced the identifications, the desires, the longings, and the love that structure the encounter with the queer past.2
My approach to queer history is profoundly indebted to this new field of inquiry. I focus on the negative affectsâthe need, the aversion, and the longingâthat characterize the relation between past and present. This decision to look on the dark side comes out of my sense that contemporary critics tend to describe the encounter with the past in idealizing terms. In particular, the models that these critics have used to describe queer cross-historical relationsâfriendship, love, desire, and communityâseem strangely free of the wounds, the switchbacks, and the false starts that give these structures their specific appeal, their binding power. Friendship and love have served as the most significant models for thinking about how contemporary critics reach out to the ones they study. I would like to suggest that more capacious and deidealized accounts of love and friendship would serve to account for the ambivalence and violence of the relation to the pastâto what is most queer in that relation.
Today, many critics attest that since Stonewall the worst difficulties of queer life are behind us. Yet the discomfort that contemporary queer subjects continue to feel in response to the most harrowing representations from the past attests to their continuing relevance. The experience of queer historical subjects is not at a safe distance from contemporary experience; rather, their social marginality and abjection mirror our own. The relation to the queer past is suffused not only by feelings of regret, despair, and loss but also by the shame of identification. In attempting to construct a positive genealogy of gay identity, queer critics and historians have often found themselves at a loss about what to do with the sad old queens and long-suffering dykes who haunt the historical record. They have disavowed the difficulties of the queer past, arguing that our true history has not been written. If critics do admit the difficulties of the queer past, it is most often in order to redeem them. By including queer figures from the past in a positive genealogy of gay identity, we make good on their suffering, transforming their shame into pride after the fact. I understand this impulse not only as a widespread but as a structural feature of the field, a way of counteracting the shame of having a dark past.3
Someone Will Remember Us
In A Loverâs Discourse, Roland Barthes writes that âthe discourse of Absence is a text with two ideograms: there are the raised arms of Desire, and there are the wide-open arms of Need. I oscillate, I vacillate between the phallic image of the raised arms, and the babyish image of the wide-open arms.â4 Barthes construes the relation between desire and need as consecutive: the lover vacillates between two different responses to absence. It is striking to note, however, how often these images converge. Desire in its most infantile, its most reduced state is difficult to distinguish from need; need in its most tyrannical form nearly approaches the phallic image of desire. Barthes offers an image of such convergence in the photograph of himself as a boy in his motherâs arms reproduced at the beginning of Roland Barthes by Roland Barthes. The caption reads, âThe demand for love.â5 For Barthes, the notion of âdemandâ captures the close link between need and desire.6 In this photograph, the young Barthes offers an image of the demanding child, that slumped, pathetic figure who nonetheless manages to press his needs home with real force.7
If this photograph reveals the adult force of childish need, we can call to mind many examples that reveal the babyish element in adult desire. Think, for instance, of the sneering, sulking pout of that consummate erotic bully, Mick Jagger. In almost any song by the Rolling Stones, the call to âjust come upstairsâ gets its heat not only from the authority of the desiring father but also from the hunger of the prodigal son. In âEmotional Rescue,â for instance, macho posturing shades into schoolboy whining as Jagger intersperses deep-voiced promises to be your âknight in shining armor,â to âcome to your emotional rescue,â with half-mumbled assertions that last night he was âcrying like a child, like a child.â In the chorus, Jagger gives us the cry itself: âYou will be mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, all mine / You could be mine, could be mine, / Be mine, all mine.â In the infantile repetition of the possessive, one hears the pathetic cry of the child who is not in a position to own anything.8
You will be mine; you could be mineâbut you probably wonât be mine. This combination of demand and desperation characterizes the relation to the gay past. But queer critics tend to disavow their need for the past by focusing on the heroic aspect of their work of historical recovery. Like many demanding lovers, queer critics promise to rescue the past when in fact they dream of being rescued themselves.
In imagining historical rescue as a one-way street, we fail to acknowledge the dependence of the present on the past. Contemporary critics tend to frame the past as the unique site of need, as if the practice of history were not motivated by a sense of lack in the present. We might conceive of the work of historical affirmation not, as it is often presented, as a lifeline thrown to those figures drowning in the bad gay past, but rather as a means of securing a more stable and positive identity in the present.9 At the same time, such acts of resolve allow us to ignore the resistance of queer historical figures to our advances toward them.
In order to better describe how this fantasy works, I consider an exchange between the Greek poet Sappho and one of her most rapt modern readers. Anne Carson offers the following version of one of Sapphoâs lyrics: âSomeone will remember us / I say / even in another time.â10 Sapphoâs poem offers to its audience what sounds like foreknowledge: âSomeone will remember us.â The prediction seems to have the simple status of truth, but the âI sayâ at the center of this lyric attests to the longing and uncertainty that is the poemâs motive and its subject. In making the prediction more emphatic, âI sayâ tips the hand of the speaker, shows this prophecy to be a matter of wishful thinking. The speaker protects her audience from the unpredictability of the future by means of a personal guarantee; the âIâ of the poem offers its auditors a shelter from oblivion. (One of the uncanny aspects of the poem is its ability to offer this consolationâin person, as it wereânot only to its immediate audience but also to its future readers.)
The sheer density of longing in this short poem is striking. Crack the shell of its confident assertion of immortality and questions emerge: âCan one be remembered in oneâs absence?â âWhen I leave the room, will you still think about me?â âWill we be remembered after death?â The poem answers âyesâ: âSomeone will remember us / I say / even in another time.â The speaker promises her audience that they will be thought of not only tomorrow, or the day after, but âin another time,â and by strangers. Sapphoâs lyric promises memory across death: once we and everyone we know and everyone who knows us is dead, someone is still going to think about us. We will be in history.
This fragment offers a nearly irresistible version of what queer subjects want to hear from their imagined ancestors. It is what Christopher Nealon refers to in Foundlings as the âmessage in the bottleâ dispatched from the queer pastâsent seeking a âparticular historical kind of afterlife,â âsome historical âotherâ placeâ where âthe unspeakabilityâ of same-sex love âcan gain auditionâ (182). For the early twentieth-century lesbian poet RenĂ©e Vivien, Sapphoâs poetry was just such a message in a bottle. In order to read it, she learned Greek and began obsessively translating and expanding Sapphoâs fragments and even traveled to the island of Lesbos with her lover Natalie Clifford Barney to recreate the legendary school for girls. In her 1903 volume Sapho, Vivien offers translations and expansions of Sapphoâs fragmentary lyrics that take up themes of tormented desire, isolation, and lost love in the originals and amplify the historical resonances in them.
Vivienâs attention to the vulnerability of cross-historical contacts is legible in her version of âSomeone will remember us.â
Although âmaking the moment lastâ is a commonplace of the Western lyric tradition, this trope takes on tremendous weight in Vivienâs rewritings of Sapphoâs lyrics. The promise of immortality that is associated with the aesthetic is put to work here as a bulwark against historical isolation and social exclusion. How can connections across time be forged out of fear and erotic torments? Vivien compares the transformation of fleeting moments into tradition to the way that âles jours ondoyantsâ make up an eternity even though they are made of nothing more substantial than light and shade. In this comparison, a love that is fleeting and filled with anguish becomes eternal simply by agingâby being continually exposed to the light of day and the perfumed shades of night.12 Vivien also invokes a specifically erotic mystery: how the experience of shared erotic suffering, obsession, and anxiety can add up to eternal devotion.
Of course, it is not assured that such torments do lead to eternal devotion (just as it is not assured that the messages cast out in bottles ever get read). The fantasy of permanence is, however, the central conceit of the poem and it represents the deepest wish of Sapphoâs lonely historical correspondent. Vivien makes true love the model for cross-historical fidelity, and, speaking in Sapphoâs voice, promises recognition. Taking up the role of adoring lover, Vivien answers Sapphoâs call, leaving no doubt that someone in another time would in fact think of her. Through such a response, Vivien seems to rescue Sapphoâto repair the torn fragments of her text, and to stitch up the gap in the temporal fabric that her lyric address opens. But it is clear that by translating Sappho Vivien was working against the profound sense of alienation and historical isolation that she felt at the turn of the twentieth century. By coming to Sapphoâs rescue, Vivien manages to rescue herself. She enters history by becoming Sapphoâs imagined and desired âsomeone.â13
Although many cast queer historical subjects in the role of Sapphoâas lonely, isolated subjects in search of communion with future readersâI want to suggest that it makes sense to see ourselves in the role of Vivien. That is to say, contemporary queer subjects are also isolated, lonely subjects looking for other lonely people, just like them. Vivien finds in Sappho an almost perfect interlocutor; the echo chamber in which she replayed Sapphoâs fragments afforded profound satisfactions. But few encounters with the queer past run so smoothly. These texts rarely express such a perfect longing for rescue and are often characterized by a resistance to future readers and to the very idea of community. We do encounter some texts that say, âSomeone will remember us / I say / even in another time.â But some of these lost figures do not want to be found. What then?
Noli Me Tangere
Carolyn Dinshawâs book, Getting Medieval, investigates the affective dynamics of queer history. Dinshaw focuses on the metaphorics of touch in the relation of contemporary critics to the medieval past; she explores the âstrange fellowshipsâ and the âpartial connectionsâ that link queer subjects across time. Through such connections, queer subjects build an imagined community of the marginal and the excluded. By trying to create relations across time, Dinshaw follows what she calls âa queer historical impulse, an impulse toward making connections ...